Weather philadelphia 10 day

1. >**What will you be doing with this PC? Be as specific as possible, and include specific games or programs you will be using.**

Desire:

• 4k Max Settings on a ~55inch 4k TV
• As well as 4k on a 20-30" monitor (not sure yet)

Games I play:

• Future proof for any next-gen like Dead Island 2, Resident Evil 4 and whatever is to come.
• FPS like Call of Duty, Apex Legends, or Halo Infinite.
• Single player like Hogwarts Legacy or Elden Ring.
• I work for a large gaming company and am wanting to use my PC for both work and play, but there is nothing specific about my job that would require more than what my gaming PC will offer. I am a program manager so I'm not doing any scripting, compiling, or image/video/media management.

1. >**What is your maximum budget before rebates/shipping/taxes?**

• No hard budget as I'd like to learn what it take to fit into my needs listed above. Ideally if I can keep it around $3000 USD but I'm flexible in both directions depending on what is needed.

1. >**When do you plan on building/buying the PC? Note: beyond a week or two from today means any build you receive will be out of date when you want to buy.**

• ASAP

1. >**What, exactly, do you need included in the budget? (ToweOS/monitokeyboard/mouse/etc\)**

• Tower, OS, Components only. No peripherals (mouse, keyboard, etc)

1. >**Which country (and state/province) will you be purchasing the parts in? If you're in US, do you have access to a Microcenter location?**

• Boston, easy access to MicroCenter

1. >**If reusing any parts (including monitor(s)/keyboard/mouse/etc), what parts will you be reusing? Brands and models are appreciated.**

• Company providing a 4k monitor, unsure the make/model

1. >**Will you be overclocking? If yes, are you interested in overclocking right away, or down the line? CPU and/or GPU?**

• Not for many years until I can't run max settings on new games

1. >**Are there any specific features or items you want/need in the build? (ex: SSD, large amount of storage or a RAID setup, CUDA or OpenCL support, etc)**

• 2 TB SSD

1. >**Do you have any specific case preferences (Size like ITX/microATX/mid-towefull-tower, styles, colors, window or not, LED lighting, etc), or a particular color theme preference for the components?**

• Mid tower. I'll choose a style I'd like and am expecting to spend like $150 here (I guess?) so don't worry much about what you choose

1. >**Do you need a copy of Windows included in the budget? If you do need one included, do you have a preference?**

• No

1. >**Extra info or particulars:**

• Water cooling
• Bluetooth & wifi extender
• I'll spend the bulk of my budget on the best GPU on the market I'm assuming.
• I'm not sure if gaming requires I7 these days but my bf tells me he has gotten along fine with an I5 & 16GB for just gaming all of his years in 4k, but his PC is slower these days for gaming compared to when he spent 3k or so ~6 years ago on all of the latest gear. He used to be able to play modern games at Max Settings with his 1080 TI which he says was the best GPU on the market at the time, but now he has to play modern games on low or medium. I'd like to consider future proofing vs upgrading a few years down the line like he is now having to do. So we're not sure if 32 GB RAM is standard these days.

Hello everyone!
On the 11th of this month I took my first official GMAT mock after 1 month of studying and scored 720 (Q50,V38) and I was extremely happy with my score. After another 10 days of studying (2/3h a day 7 days a week) I went ahead and took another GMAT mock, this time scoring a 700 (Q47,V38) as a few careless mistakes brought down my score.
I still have a month and 10 days before my exam and now I am scared to death that my score will plteau and remain in the low 700s (don't want to seem condescending. My target is 740). The question now is, how do I go up from here? I constantly watch YT videos and learn new tricks and tips that allow me to save time here and there but I am afraid it's not going to cut it. What kind of resources (Paid or free) do you suggest? Was thinking Kaplan adaptive question bank to better understand where my weaknesses lie. Thanks in advance

for the past month i have had high ammonia levels in both of my tanks (10 gal and 5 gal) and cannot get them to go down. i do a water change about every 5-7 days but sooner if i test and the ammonia levels are super high. i have had these tanks running for over a year and never had issues until recently. i have 3 kuhli loaches in my 10 and a beta in my 5. i use AQI water conditioner, ammo lock, and stress zyme for each water change. the only thing that i’ve been doing differently is adding less than a tablespoon of aquarium salt the past few water changes but i stopped since the ammonia has spiked. is it the salt or something else??

106 - 119
Box Scores: NBA - Yahoo

GAME SUMMARY
Location: Amway Center (17862), Clock: Final
Officials: Karl Lane, Brett Nansel, and Mitchell Ervin

Team	Q1	Q2	Q3	Q4	Total
Brooklyn Nets	25	26	23	32	106
Orlando Magic	24	36	32	27	119

TEAM STATS

Team	PTS	FG	FG%	3P	3P%	FT	FT%	OREB	TREB	AST	PF	STL	TO	BLK
Brooklyn Nets	106	37-91	40.7%	8-35	22.9%	24-28	85.7%	15	52	17	20	7	15	8
Orlando Magic	119	45-85	52.9%	7-22	31.8%	22-28	78.6%	9	52	30	21	7	11	3

PLAYER STATS

Brooklyn Nets	MIN	PTS	FGM-A	3PM-A	FTM-A	ORB	DRB	REB	AST	STL	BLK	TO	PF	±
Cameron JohnsonSF	26:06	10	4-10	1-5	1-1	2	1	3	1	0	1	2	3	-14
Dorian Finney-SmithPF	26:04	2	1-7	0-4	0-0	4	3	7	1	1	1	2	2	-13
Nic ClaxtonC	28:10	9	4-7	0-0	1-3	2	7	9	2	1	4	2	1	-4
Mikal BridgesSG	34:25	44	13-22	6-9	12-12	1	5	6	1	1	1	2	1	-11
Spencer DinwiddiePG	29:07	2	0-11	0-6	2-2	0	3	3	5	1	0	2	3	-2
Cam Thomas	27:32	18	7-16	0-4	4-4	0	2	2	2	0	0	3	2	-2
Day'Ron Sharpe	15:15	8	3-4	0-0	2-2	5	1	6	0	1	1	1	4	-12
Yuta Watanabe	12:21	2	1-3	0-1	0-2	1	4	5	0	1	0	0	1	1
Joe Harris	13:01	3	1-3	1-3	0-0	0	3	3	2	0	0	0	0	-5
Patty Mills	16:22	4	2-5	0-2	0-0	0	0	0	2	0	0	0	2	-5
Moses Brown	03:53	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	1	0	1	0	0
Dru Smith	03:53	0	0-1	0-1	0-0	0	0	0	1	0	0	0	1	0
David Duke Jr.	03:49	4	1-2	0-0	2-2	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	2
Royce O'Neale	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Seth Curry	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Ben Simmons	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Edmond Sumner	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Orlando Magic	MIN	PTS	FGM-A	3PM-A	FTM-A	ORB	DRB	REB	AST	STL	BLK	TO	PF	±
Franz WagnerSF	32:29	19	6-11	0-2	7-9	1	9	10	6	2	0	3	5	11
Paolo BancheroPF	29:11	11	4-13	1-1	2-4	2	7	9	4	0	0	2	1	11
Wendell Carter Jr.C	25:17	18	7-9	1-3	3-4	1	5	6	2	0	0	0	0	4
Gary HarrisSG	18:20	10	4-5	2-3	0-0	0	0	0	3	1	0	0	4	4
Markelle FultzPG	28:26	10	5-13	0-3	0-0	2	4	6	9	2	0	1	0	15
Cole Anthony	31:11	21	8-13	1-2	4-4	1	5	6	3	0	0	0	5	0
Jalen Suggs	23:32	16	6-9	2-2	2-2	0	2	2	1	1	1	0	2	15
Moritz Wagner	16:35	12	4-5	0-1	4-5	0	4	4	1	1	0	1	2	15
Caleb Houstan	22:17	0	0-5	0-5	0-0	1	1	2	1	0	1	1	0	-2
Goga Bitadze	06:08	2	1-1	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	2	1	-6
Chuma Okeke	03:53	0	0-1	0-0	0-0	1	1	2	0	0	0	0	0	0
Admiral Schofield	02:40	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	1	1	1	-2
Bol Bol	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Michael Carter-Williams	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Kevon Harris	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Jonathan Isaac	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Jay Scrubb	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

rnbapgtgenerator by f1uk3r

This week I was about to go on a skiing trip but got sick and had to stay at home. I decided to get Rust after being interested in it for years and when I read about it online it seems like this game was the absolute worst choice I could have chosen. There are videos on youtube about ”How Rust harms your mental health” and countless of reddit threads. It’s a real time hardcore multiplayer survival game in which it comes down to how many hours you can put into the game to get ahead and not fall back behind everyone else and lose everything you worked for in the blink of an eye. People can attack your base even when you’re offline which I think is the biggest toxic mechanic, but fun. It makes it very real.
I have apparently managed to play 91 hours from Tuesday or Wednesday to Saturday including two non-stop 25h-28h sessions with pretty much only standing up to pee after not being able to possibly hold it any longer, making a sandwich or getting a glass of water.
During workweeks I have no problem with gaming and I don’t go around and think about games during the day, except for this week when I was dreaming Rust and living Rust. It must have been burned into the back of my brain where I was having a headache all week. I have a functional daylife but when I have free time I just in 9/10 cases can’t think of anything else I’d like to pass the time with, especially when you just want to relax and recover from working all week. I’d say yes to drive an F1 car but that’s pretty unrealistic. Other than that - not really interested in life.
I’ve tried from meeting girls to skydiving, but meh. Nothing’s really genuinely fun anymore as when you were a child.
Could it really be a problem if it doesn’t affect anything in my life as I care about so little?

I've been on this stuff for.. 10-11 yrs on and off, I was off last year for maybe a month or so, started again in September, dosage about 1 mg a day sometimes 2 of Klonopin. I don't have anymore, my entire time taking benzos has been buying scripts from people, and I just can't find anything besides Xanax, which isn't going to help due to the short half life, imo, don't want to get readdicted to something that has such a short halflife.
So, I have 22mg of valium, and 2 mg of klonopin now. I'm slowly transferring over to the valium, taking .25 of klonopin with .25 of valium a day now, last week I was taking 2 mg of klonopin a day (vs .5-1 the weeks before that), which fucked me, I thought I was getting more this wk and I didn't, so, I've had the valium as a tool to come off for a loong time, and I have to switch to it now, so I guess now is the time to come off.
I'm at about 1mg of valium today and .25 of klonopin, I plan on reducing my dose pretty rapidly, which I've done before many times, not extolling it or saying it's a good thing, just a fact. Do you guys have any tips for rapid detox? It's really my only option here, to split the 22mg of valium until I'm off.
I'll probably do .75 tomorrow, and for a few more days, then drop to .5 for a week, then .35, ETC. Anyone have any tips to make it more comfortable? I've probably came 'off' of benzos 10+ times now so I feel up to it, but the small window of time definitely sucks. I have a lot of CBD which helps, took a bit of gabapentin today which definitely curbs my nerves. Just looking for any tips to ease the nerve pain/high blood pressure that can happen sometimes.
About hospital/doctor, I have no health insurance, and I'm broke as fuck, I have no other option than the rapid detox, so I appreciate anyone going to say that, but it's just not an option.

When i was around 7-10 we had neighbors that had 3 little girls my family always forced me to play with them they always kept getting inside my house and getting me in trouble and made me cry multiple times and forced me to do things and even getting inside my room while I’m changing although telling them that I will change or they will put the perfume that my grandma bought for me before she died I cried multiple times and complained to my parents but they did nothing so I have a really bad relationship with them and now back to this day my sister was saying the list of people that she will invite and she said the family name i told her I don’t want them there because they bullied me when i was younger she said she promised them and then we started arguing and she said they were only kids but wasn’t a kid too? So Reddit aita for getting angry at my sister for this?

Back in 2021 i had a nice run, no smoking for three months. Then i got my breastcancer diagnosis, my anxiety skyrocketed - and i started smoking again.
Ive managed to keep it at 5-10 a day, i go for long walks and the doc says i have exellent health for my age (48) - and the last checkup said that im cancerfree atm.
So i want to get back to quitting - but somehow i cant seem to do it. Im on hormoneblockers to keep the cancer from returning , they have the awesome sideeffects of intense menopause with moodswings, anxiety, depression, hotflashes and memory and sleepissues - and i guess that isnt helping motivate me
i know from last time i quit smoking that ill get more of the same from quitting and im not sure how much more i can handle.
Ugh!!
I guess i hope that stating my desire to quit in this forum will help me get my head back in the game

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Of course, it's early in his career, but Johnny Davis was looking like one of the worst top 10 draft picks ever. Tonight, he had:
15 points (career high)
4 rebounds
2 assists (career high)
3 3 pointers (career high - actually 3x more than the rest of his career combined)
For reference, his G League numbers this year are:
12/4/1 on 40/31/80 shooting splits
Really not sure what the Wizards saw in him to take him with such a high pick, but let's hope he can turn into an NBA level player one day. He actually looked half decent today

91 - 108
Box Scores: NBA - Yahoo

GAME SUMMARY
Location: Rocket Mortgage FieldHouse (19432), Clock: Final
Officials: Scott Foster, Dedric Taylor, and Phenizee Ransom

Team	Q1	Q2	Q3	Q4	Total
Houston Rockets	22	21	37	11	91
Cleveland Cavaliers	33	27	25	23	108

TEAM STATS

Team	PTS	FG	FG%	3P	3P%	FT	FT%	OREB	TREB	AST	PF	STL	TO	BLK
Houston Rockets	91	35-80	43.8%	6-25	24.0%	15-18	83.3%	12	47	20	22	6	16	1
Cleveland Cavaliers	108	39-83	47.0%	9-30	30.0%	21-24	87.5%	13	48	20	16	5	9	7

PLAYER STATS

Houston Rockets	MIN	PTS	FGM-A	3PM-A	FTM-A	ORB	DRB	REB	AST	STL	BLK	TO	PF	±
Kenyon Martin Jr.SF	30:46	13	6-8	1-2	0-0	2	2	4	2	0	0	3	4	-14
Jabari Smith Jr.PF	32:01	12	4-13	0-4	4-4	2	2	4	1	2	0	0	3	-7
Alperen SengunC	32:59	14	6-12	0-0	2-4	2	6	8	4	0	1	3	4	-12
Jalen GreenSG	35:16	30	10-17	5-11	5-6	0	1	1	4	1	0	1	1	-4
Kevin Porter Jr.PG	36:43	6	3-12	0-3	0-0	1	2	3	4	1	0	2	2	-19
Tari Eason	30:07	10	4-9	0-2	2-2	3	5	8	0	1	0	4	5	-11
Daishen Nix	18:17	2	1-5	0-2	0-0	1	2	3	2	0	0	2	0	-9
Usman Garuba	15:00	2	0-2	0-1	2-2	1	4	5	3	1	0	1	3	-5
Josh Christopher	06:28	2	1-2	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	-3
Frank Kaminsky	02:21	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	-1
D.J. Augustin	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Boban Marjanovic	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Darius Days	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Trevor Hudgins	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Jae'Sean Tate	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
TyTy Washington Jr.	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Cleveland Cavaliers	MIN	PTS	FGM-A	3PM-A	FTM-A	ORB	DRB	REB	AST	STL	BLK	TO	PF	±
Isaac OkoroSF	08:50	4	1-1	0-0	2-2	0	1	1	0	0	0	1	1	9
Evan MobleyPF	39:46	19	8-12	0-1	3-6	3	4	7	5	1	3	3	1	21
Jarrett AllenC	35:41	24	8-11	0-0	8-8	6	8	14	2	1	3	0	1	19
Donovan MitchellSG	36:03	22	8-16	4-9	2-2	2	3	5	1	1	1	1	2	24
Darius GarlandPG	37:36	17	6-16	1-4	4-4	1	3	4	8	0	0	1	4	21
Caris LeVert	30:43	10	4-8	2-5	0-0	0	1	1	1	1	0	2	2	1
Lamar Stevens	09:53	2	1-3	0-1	0-0	0	4	4	0	0	0	0	1	-4
Ricky Rubio	15:31	2	0-4	0-2	2-2	0	1	1	2	1	0	1	1	-11
Cedi Osman	16:32	5	2-10	1-6	0-0	0	2	2	0	0	0	0	2	1
Dylan Windler	02:21	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	1
Isaiah Mobley	02:21	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	1
Sam Merrill	02:21	0	0-1	0-1	0-0	0	1	1	1	0	0	0	1	1
Mamadi Diakite	02:21	3	1-1	1-1	0-0	1	0	1	0	0	0	0	0	1
Robin Lopez	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Danny Green	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Raul Neto	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0
Dean Wade	00:00	0	0-0	0-0	0-0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

rnbapgtgenerator by f1uk3r

there are lots of bs out there on home security. like, getting a fake security camera. trust me, it doesn't work. there are a lot of mistakes the common person makes, meaning the person doesn't realize that he or she is making that mistake. if you do know a few of these mistakes, then it would be beneficial for you to prevent them.
So, I'll just list out 15 home security mistakes here:

1. Putting a key under your doormat
2. hiding a key anywhere outside
3. weak locks on your doors and windows
4. using fake security equipment
5. relying on a barking dog
6. not having enough outdoor lights
7. putting valuable items near a window
8. not maintaining your security system properly
9. announcing when you will be gone(vacation, dentist, etc.)
10. announcing your wealth
11. having any part of your house unlocked
12. assuming day is safer than night(it isn't)
13. leaving your garage doors open
14. leaving packages outside for a long time

Use these tips however you like.
Feel free to visit the source(statistics, visuals, alternatives, etc): https://defiel.com/home-security-mistakes/
Thank you, and warmest regards!

I’ve been following a nobuy - did so well and so good (up till this morning 😣)
So a few months ago I got the Macy’s cc I wanted to get a perfume but we ended up buying somewhere else - when u open the account u get either 25% or $10 off discount.
Was reserving the coupon for something mayor and today noticed it expires EOM - stupid me I go: ok, l did nobuy for so long may as well spend this coupon in something minor hb doesn’t want to go but I convinced him that it’s ok, we’ll just go get something so coupon don’t go to waste.
Ok, we bought bedding sheets, water bottle, underwear, some clothes all ~$135 - I excitedly give my coupons and I get: oh the items u get are already in sale, u can’t apply the coupon on it I felt so sad and disappointed , is true some of those were “final sale” but the others were just backstage so I wrongly assume discount would still apply there , but anyway by then I just let her ring it.
I feel so angry against myself now: first and foremost for breaking my nobuy strike 😔 , second for not being strong to return some items right away, third for driving all the way to macys to use a coupon at the end I’ll just let expire, fourth for using their cc site for the first time and they don’t even have my activity showing so I have to wait to pay and hopefully after balance is paid anever again use that stupid Macy’s cc or even step on that store (also items are overpriced and some clothes plainly ugly) .. normally I get happy after shopping but today was just cranky and also hb is mad at me for making him drive there pointlessly instead of a happy Sunday home.
Ufff ok - I feel better now .. is ok no big deal, just for next time I want to remember this day how I fell for Macy’s.
Ironically I was so mad I was looking desperately for something normal price so I get the discount 😂😂 - then I stop and realized DUH that’s exactly what the store wants you to do , so just left coupon visible for someone to use 🤷‍♂️

We have been together for a year and he has much more of a social life than I do. Most weekends he is out with his friends and 5 weekends ago he forgot his phone at his friends place (I don’t think he is cheating). It kind of ruined my night that he suddently dissapeared but I understood. Next weekend he didn’t respond for 7 hours after asking me about my exam stress and I felt really stupid looking at my text about my emotions and he responded at 10 pm and was at a bar. This time I was really mad , because I had just previously communicated how It made me anxious he just dissapeared. We got through it but my trust issues started acting up and this weekend he broke his phone (screen stopped working) and we didn’t talk for a day. I got sick of feeling like im not important to him but at the same time he could not control the screen thing so I stayed with him after almost breaking up with him but we literally talked for a whole day about it. I dont really drink and I feel lonely in this relationship , because I dont really understand why he is out with his friends so often. I am really chill about it but I have noticed I don’t really even think to ask him to do anything on the weekends, because I feel he would rather drink with his friends. We are together most weekdays but its usually evenings at home, because I have school and he has work. I don’t know if I should have broken up with him or what I am allowed to ask of him to make things work. I just kind of need to hear if my feelings are valid and how this sounds like to someone else.

I've been wanting to leave him off and on this week because of his substance abuse. Last Saturday I was picking out a beautiful engagement ring and then 2 days later the mask just came off and it led to him relapsing on alcohol a few days later. He hasn't paid any bills in 10 months although hes been clean from alcohol during that time... I'm pretty sure he has another substance abuse issue that he has NOT been disclosed to me it's just really becoming clear that I've just been in denial about this the whole time. Just everything from all of the bills being late, all of the payday loans, all of the pawning stuff. And he refuses to get a job that can pay the bills he doesn't bring home any money he just spends it all on gas food and his vices. I broke up with him technically and then like my car broke down and I can't afford a mechanic, family had never helped anyway (they kicked me out when I was 2 years sober and still in high school at age 17), I have zero savings because of him, and I can't get financing through anywhere... because of him...so I had to unblock him and ask him to come help me out. He's talking about sober lifestyle but he's also saying he's going to "drink wine at lunch" ( That's the sound of my eyeballs rolling out of my head by the way) I live in rural East Texas so in person meetings are not an option. I'm looking for free literature and podcast suggestions if y'all have any. Or non-Christian online meetings.
The more I think about life without him my brain gets overwhelmed with just doing the simple tasks like fixing things on the house or the car that he used to always do for me. I start crying and breaking down everything I think about changing my own oil or something like that. I also have a weird thing where small appliances break around me too. Oh yeah hes told me before that it's my energy that breaks the car all the time. I don't have the money to pay for a mechanic myself at this point in my life. He says it's Loki, the Christian devil, messing with me when anything breaks on the 258k mile car. But it really does seem like there is some metaphysical that keeps me chained to him. Incubus.
I don't know if I love him anymore, I just feel trapped. I guess I just don't love this version of him. He's kind of taken his mask off and he's kind of a con artist, not really my wholesome, people pleasing, rule-follower, girl scout and choir girl cuppa tea. Schizophrenia runs in the men in his family... he says it's because they're Scottish royalty and there was probably incest. He also claims he signed a "soul contract" with the Norse god Thor and must do all bidding for him. He very commonly uses his metaphysical/ manifestation horse crap as a means to spiritually manipulate people (me mostly).. It's like he's turned into a combination of Jack Nicholson in one flew over the cuckoo's nest, Tom Green in Freddy got fingered, and toxic and psychotic like The Joker.

I had to make a late car payment because my job is cutting hours. My loan was due on the 14th and I paid the 24th. My loan contract says I have a 10 day late payment grace period. Am I fine since I paid exactly 10 days after or did it mean I had to pay before the 10 days?

My wife just told me that she does everything around the house and works 10 hours a day. The working 10 hours a day, yeah, sometimes she does. Usually it's closer to 8 or 9. By contrast, I work 8-16 hours a day. There are times I will go back to work for 4-5 hours after I put the kids to bed. Yep, I put the kids to bed. Wake them up too.
But her doing everything? She told me she's the only one who vacuums the house. She hasn't touched the vacuum since I bought a new one just before Christmas. I just used the vacuum this morning. So not sure how she's the only one using it all the time. Unless she's calling every 4 months all the time.
She told me she takes the kids to all their activities after school... no, she doesn't. She doesn't even pick them up from school. OR take them to school. I make their breakfast, their lunches, I take them to school, pick them. I make them dinner, tonight I bought pizza for the family. So she didn't even do dinner tonight but claims she's the only one who makes dinner.
Super tired of the martyrdom she portrays.