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2023.06.08 14:40 LunarCatYT Question Regarding Transitions
Hello! I would first like to open with that I don't mean this in a negative way, but out of curiosity and wanting to better understand.
So I'm aware that transitioning can take on various forms for different people, some may take hormones, some may not. Some may do full surgery, while others may only do partial.
My question is that if you want your outside to match how you feel on the inside, why is it that there are so many different levels of transitioning? If you feel one way on the inside, wouldn't you want to get a close to of a match on the outside? I ask this because recently I came across a trans-male on a video who decided that he did not want bottom surgery and stated that genitalia didn't play a factor in what is represented on the outside.
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2023.06.08 14:39 Snorri_S Data, data, data: request for resources and pointers on share ownership info.
TL;DR: please help me to build a comprehensive list of data points / sources to estimate true GME share ownerships. Apes are going to win this by employing cold blooded, open, transparent data science skills.
Over the past 84 years, apes have started to collect all kinds of data, info or estimates on GME share ownership. For example, Swedish brokers or WeBull would report the total number of individual holders at any given time, Canadian apes can apparently estimate the number of DRS'ed moose based on control numbers, etc. We've also had Google survey data by apes like Get It Got et al, plus of course valuable data sources like DRS bot Roid Rage Smurf and jonpro's Reddit Scraper on computershared. And currently, there are several hot posts on another GME-related sub (which carries DRS in the title) by apes who flew to Grapevine, accessed the actual ledger and extracted information from that directly (for example, they took down a list of the top 600 DRS'd positions by decreasing size).
Apes are at a fundamental disadvantage in this game: we can only work with publicly available or disclosed data. Shorties, on the other hand, have access to all kinds of information and the main puppeteers in the background know exactly how many shares are out there held in each broker etc. To level the playing field and get some proper, data-derived metrics we need to pool our info to get the best, most comprehensive picture possible. I am confident that some consolidated set on available data points for share ownership and other metrics would be a very powerful tool in the hands of all the apes out there with data science skills.
I know that this has been called for before, but I'd like to put together a list of sources and data types that can be useful for this purpose. Please comment below or dm me with pointers to posts or sources that you consider relevant; I'll update the below list accordingly
. If enough bits come together I will then attempt to curate these into a consolidated picture in a follow up post and make a possible dataset available to the community.
Any input / pointers to existing efforts / help is greatly appreciated. Let's data science the sh*t out of this!
List of resources:
- DRS bot (Roid Rage Smurf)
- DRS scraper & computershared (jonpro)
- Avanza reported shareholders (also total number of held shares at year's end?)
- total number of Canadian sharesholders based on control numbers (who posted this?)
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2023.06.08 14:39 Derpfish_lvl10k PC download/play level ?
most blizzard games you can start playing without the full download being completed, does anyone on PC know how much of the game you need downloaded before its playable?
for context i have slow internet and picking up the game tomorrow, just wondering how long i'll be expecting to wait until i can access
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2023.06.08 14:39 NEK0SAM What do you do as a jungler if every lane is losing/ungankable?
I’m trying to learn jungle (granted in low elo) and played two games that where completely out of my hands, with every lane dying at least twice before 7 mins.
If I tried to gank, they could 1v2/ 2v3. I have no idea what to do in this station and salvage a losing game. I can easily turn an equal game into a win or winning game into a secure but have no clue how to play from behind like this, especially if the enemy are invading 24/7 and aren’t being punished from being collapsed on (even when it’s pinged).
How do I play like this? Is the game an auto-loss?
I’ve asked my jungle main friend and he’s said “just play farm champs and go late” or “you don’t, ff”.
How do I deal with situations like this?
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2023.06.08 14:38 Illustrious_Artist_2 [GM4A]
Hello! Today I am looking for a partner to explore a world I have been worldbuilding for quite some time and perhaps even help inspire me to add onto the worldbuilding.
This world takes place in an alternate world set within the present day. Many of the historical events we have experienced in our world has also occured within my world. But the biggest difference is that magic exists, though the supernatural is kept hidden from vast majority of the population through a 'treaty' - or perhaps a ritual would be more apt - brokered centuries ago, called Solomon's Seal. Within this world, there is a secret international organization, which has over the centuries, seamlessly infiltrated other governments in order to effectively keep the peace between the supernaturals and those blissfully unaware of the existence of supernaturals.
The world also features a magic system with rules and different areas of practices, which I would like to flesh out even more while GMing for a partner. I have over a hundred NPC that features within the world, and more concepts I would like to explore within the world. My partner would be able to enter an immersive world with a magic system, meet a diverse array of fleshed out characters, and go on a globe-trotting adventure to see how different branches of the Order functions.
NOTE: I AM LOOKING FOR HUMAN CHARACTERS WITH NO PRIOR KNOWLEDGE OF MAGIC. THE MAGIC SYSTEM IS TO BE INTRODUCED SLOWLY THROUGHOUT THE ROLEPLAY.
So far, I have a few potential starting points for my partners, but I am also open to creating something entirely from scratch:
-A loved one has vanished for the better part of several years, until one day, you recieve a letter from someone claiming they had met your loved one. From there, you are prompted into a globe-trotting adventure to try and gather information on how you might bring them back.
-You were living a perfectly mundane life, until you moved into an apartment where you notice a series of unfortunate events keep cropping up. Out of curiosity, you investigate, managing to bump into a strange group of people who claim they were hired government officials to investigate.
-You are a traveller briefly stopping in a town in Oregon -- whether it is to get gas, rest-stop, food, or visiting. However once you try to leave, you find all roads lead them back into town and you wound up back at the diner once more, seemingly trapped in the town.
Secret shadowy international organization helps police supernatural community and keep the balance.
Genres: Urban/Modern Fantasy, Hidden Magic, Supernatural, Globe-Trotting, Dark Academia, Horror, Mystery, Action
Things I am looking for:
- Someone interested in lore, logistics, details, mysteries, and NPC interactions. Someone who is interested in well-fleshed out and unconventional magic systems.
-Someone who is interested in seeing their character progress over time. OP characters need not apply.
-Third person, proper grammar. Lazy lit - novella. Quality over quantity, so long as it furthers the scene. I don't mind trading the occasional shorter responses for quick dialogue or action scenes.
-An active roleplay partner. I'm looking to scratch that writing itch, so a minimum of one reply a day. I'm looking for someone with the ability to multi-day/rapid-fire.
-Digital or anime art ONLY for faceclaims.
-A non-negotiable: LGBQT-friendly
-Per the subreddit rules, this is all SFW. I only do fade-to-black.
If interested, please send me a message telling me a bit about yourself, a starting point that caught your eyes, a potential character concept you'd like to play, and a writing sample. I will not respond to comments.
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2023.06.08 14:37 SuperDuperTrashBro [GM4A] Small town, Big Secrets. Magic, Chaos and Friendship.
Hello everyone out there!
Today I’m searching for a partner for an RP I’ve been crafting for sometime now. It's a passion project and as stupid as it sounds it means a lot to me to share this with someone!
I've been RPing for well over 17 years, I play strictly on Discord because I love creating a server and keeping things organized. My play/writing style is something that I will not budge on; I write in 3rd/past tense, I use realistic reference pics for characters and environments and I can average about 2-3 paragraphs per post (or more) but I'm definitely a fan of quality over quantity. I operate on EST and have a full time job as well as a life outside of RP and work, so my availability is a little off kilter, I'm free to write and stuff during the daytime hours (8am-4pm) and am unavailable on the weekends.
If you're on the same page as me and/or feel that you can work with this then please continue reading!
This RP is something I've been crafting for a while now, from the lore to the characters, the different plot lines and stories. Allow me to lay down the groundwork!
Your Character comes to a small seaside town, known for its beaches, amusement piers, nature preserves and history. How and why you’re there can be decided later (I have three different beginnings to choose from or you can create your own!) but your character is in town and they begin to explore the town. Eventually they befriend a small but close knit group of locals and soon discover that their new friends and the town are hiding a strange new world right under the noses of the Humans that live there.
I will take on a GM type role, unfurling the world and offering choices for you to make that will impact the story, characters and outcome of events. If you enjoy large casts, an expansive world, magic, chaos, humor and urban fantasy then this is definitely for you!
Feel free to drop me a line and we can get to chatting, please though for your sake and mine let me know that you're okay with writing in 3rd/past tense and using realistic reference pics. Other than that I hope to hear from someone soon!
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2023.06.08 14:37 elesie3337 ENTPs, do you prefer INTJs or INFJs as romantic partners?
Out of all the MBTIs, I've noticed that Ni doms get me the most—INTJs and INFJs equally understand the way that i think, but they react rather differently.
For me, a healthy ENTP with high Ne, proficient Ti, developed Fe, and untrained Si, INFJs always end up door-slamming me by reacting to things that i've said emotionally. It is in my nature to try to propose a playful debate, but it often hurts them, especially the unhealthy INFJs, when i become too bold during my pursuit of intellectual sparring. Sometimes i get too excited and forgot to add the extra ✨ Fe ✨ pleasantries into my words and approach. I enjoy conversing with INFJs, but i would advise you to not go all out with them too fast, especially if they show unhealthy characteristics.
INTJs, on the other hand, never door-slammed me that way. They never get hurt or personally offended during my passionate mining for engaging debates. They calmly respond and counter attack my arguments with a slight smile on their faces—completely secure with themselves. I have always had great chemistry with every INTJ i've encountered in real life. They are so mysterious and fun. This always leads me to either have a crush on them or view them as exceptional people worthy of the highest degree of respect.
How about you? Which Ni dom do you prefer as a romantic interest? It would be fascinating to hear different types and shades of ENTP discussing their different views here on reddit, and i would like to witness it. View Poll
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2023.06.08 14:36 shrekliker123 someone remember voxel works? its crashes every time making a world and just now got removed from sidequest
2023.06.08 14:35 Trigonx_ Is my motherboard fully dead?
Specs: CPU - Ryzen 3 3300x MOBO - Gigabyte a320m-s2h GPU - 1650s RAM - 2x8 GB 3200mhz G. skill ripjaws PSU - Darkflash gp550 SSD/HDD - kingston and wdblue
PROBLEM : ALL fans turn on (CPU,GPU, CASE). But NO POST and NO BEEP CODES (Yes may speaker po ako sa mobo)
What I've tried: - Reseating Ram, change slots, eraser method etc. - CMOS reset - Paperclip method to test if PSU is working (idk i google on how to test if psu is working and isa ito sa mga suggestions) - Boot without GPU
Basically I did some of the basic troubleshooting.
Also note that I've tried removing the ram sticks and test. NO BEEP CODES
What I was doing before this happened randomly: - I was playing League of Legends (wow so intensive game), then i was still able to play few minutes. was killing creeps and all. Then suddenly both my monitors got no display (no signal). I was still able to hear things. Tried the alt+enter method to see if it was resolution but no luck. So I forced the pc to shut down. Then turn on again it was working fine. Was able to go back in league but MONITORS NO SIGNAL AGAIN, and this time i don't hear anything. So i forced the pc to shut down.
Tried to turn on again then 3 beeps, ram error from google search, so tried reseating it. Then it worked but the 1 beep is in a different pitch. was able to post was able to boot up and tried to play league and it was working!
One day after, it suddenly doesn't post, NO BEEPS, fans spinning.
I cant test other parts since wala ako extra and wala rin ako friend na may extra parts.
Motherboard is 5 years old and also forgot to mention that when it is raining or if its cold, pc wont boot and i have to Hairdryer directly the motherboard part for it to work. So is it dead now? I think I answered my own question tbh but I am still posting this hoping that it's still not dead. Thanks for reading this issue!!
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2023.06.08 14:35 AutoModerator Iman Gadzhi - Agency Navigator (Latest Edition)
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2023.06.08 14:35 SheryBobbins Opinions on restarting from scratch
I started my IG in January 2021 in the motherhood niche. I had rapid growth from doing reels, but in august 2022, I accidentally violated the community guidelines.
I got a DM with a Nigerian prince kind of scam. I took a screenshot, marked out all the info on it and posted in my stories about how surprising it was that my uncle is a Nigerian prince.
It apparently violated TOS and I got put into jail for 3 months. I went from 2.5 million reach and 92.5k followers to about 125k reach and few new followers.
It’s been almost a year and I’ve yet to recover. I’m now at 100k but it takes months for any growth. Also a large portion of my audience is from India and Nigeria (the irony) who are not my ICA.
My business relies a lot on traffic from IG. I’m wondering if I should start over from scratch with the same name just written differently.
TLDR: accidentally violated community rules and was put in IG jail a year ago. My account never recovered and reach went from 2+ million to 150k. Follower count has been stagnant for 6 months now. Should I start over?
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2023.06.08 14:34 Audioworm Tucker’s CGI Wood Twitter Aesthetic, Masturbation Explained? 06.08.23
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2023.06.08 14:34 TriangleDevout Link isn't gay or non binary despite the "headcanons" of unhinged LGBTQ activists
Another Zelda game has released and as before, it has led to the usual articles and claims from the same people. Before it was that Link was gay or a gay icon despite him only ever expressing heterosexual desires. Link has only ever been shown to be romantically interested in Zelda and in some games, Link can flirt with female characters and only female characters.
Now the new claim is Link is non binary or genderless or some such nonsense despite every character referring to him as a he and even he himself referring to himself as a he. There was a side quest in Breath of the Wild where you show The Master Sword to a woman looking for The Legendary Hero and the dialogue option for Link to say he is that hero is to say "I am He."
It's also hilarious the activists will bring up the fact that Link has to cross dress to enter Gerudo Town as any sort of "proof" when Link actually happily "misgenders" the crossdresser who gives him the female clothes and even facepalms in embarrassment when said crossdresser has his mask blown off by the wind. That whole situation is played for laughs and clearly isn't meant to positively portray crossdressers or suggest Link is one since he's shown to be clearly uncomfortable doing it during the dialogue, facts that clearly fly over the head of the idiots with their headcanons.
Combine that with the fact that Nintendo is a very socially Conservative company that doesn't even have main characters who are LGBT and these people's claims just seem like desperate self projection of a group so insecure with themselves that they constantly have the need to project their identities onto fictional video characters.
Why are they so obsessed with doing this? In the end, they only end up hurting themselves when Nintendo confirms the characters aren't LGBT. Remember Bayonetta? Happened with the third game confirming that the titular character is straight and she hooks up with a man at the end who she loves.
These people just seem so desperate for validation and attention that they feel the need to constantly project themselves onto fictional characters and when called out about it, they always throw hissy fits and temper tantrums and ask why people are "obsessed" whilst they constantly try to force their headcanons as facts on places like Wikipedia like they pathetically tried doing to Samus Aran.
Furthermore it's laughable that they need a big multi million rich company like Nintendo to "recognise" them to apparently make them feel validation. These people need to grow up.
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2023.06.08 14:34 inaliftw 54 Necro Hardcore RIP + thoughts
Hey folks, I beat the game on hardcore the other day. First time playing a hardcore game for more than 30 minutes. I really enjoy this mode in D4. Thought I would share things I learned. https://www.twitch.tv/inaliftw/clip/GiftedZanyFerretLitFam-9sjeAP5_m8ebUtpE
- Strongholds are no joke. I died on normal, second time in a stronghold, be careful.
- If you are OP, destroying things, do not let that sway your defensive build. Stay on course, the goal is to survive. Build around taking a few big hits. Overconfidence through damage is a slow and intoxicating killer.
- The corpse explosion DoT is amazing. But, I said it when I first used the skill "This will be how I die". It darkens the ground. Be very careful for things that. You can't see ground indicators and makes the screen real messy.
- Game is very rpg mechanic heavy. It's best to take it slow and enjoy farming what you like and keeping your gear set at least 5 levels to you. If you take a hit that is half your hp. I recommend spending time upgrading your gear for that.
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2023.06.08 14:34 imalykasparek Can i tap my river of tears to float one blue, then play another land, tap the new land and pay for a card?
I pretty new to playing mtg and I'm not really sure wheater I understand floating mana properly. And as I recently replaced an Island in my deck with River of Tears I'd like to clarify just how versatile this card is. Thanks in advance for any answers.
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2023.06.08 14:34 Odd_Anteater1471 Unrequited online love for more than a year lmao
So I (19m) met a girl (I will call her F) last year in a language exchange app. Tbh I just wanted to practice my talking skills in the language and I was sending messages to tons of people to see if someone committed to a friendship, maybe looking for a relationship subconsciously, but I won't accept that.
Well me and F were making calls and chatting for some months, we were great friends, and ofc I started developing feelings for her. But I never told her, bc we lived pretty far away, literally different continents, and I thought having an online relationship was dumb, and I also didn't want to end the friendship we had at that time. Idk if she liked me too, bc we kept everything friendly. But I would say she probably did at some point.
I met her in December 2021 and the interactions peaked in April 2022. And just when that happened, she stopped texting me. Just like that, maybe she met someone irl or had a new online friend, but we stopped talking slowly. First a call every two weeks, then every month, two months, sometimes three. We chatted once a week, but for very short periods. I told her that I didn't like how the things were now, but I didn't confess bc I couldn't take something seriously with 10000km of distance. After that things changed a bit, she started texting me a little bit more, but it wasn't the same yet.
She sometimes sent me songs, which I wanted to take as signals so badly. She sent me a love song in February 14, with lyrics saying I would give everything to see you. Also added two songs to a playlist that she knows I check, with lyrics saying "I will wait for you" and "I will always love you". And personally sent me a song that literally says "I wouldn't like to die without ever having had something with you". Which have been things that kept me from not cutting contact with her.
I moved to a different continent some weeks ago, and now we are in neighbor countries. An 8 hour by train or 40 min by plane travel and we would be meeting. But that won't happen, at least I don't think it will this year, since I don't have enough money.
I was hoping things would be different now that I moved so close (which I did for studies and not for her, ofc (well it was a motivation too but not main reason)), but it has been pretty much the same. And she keeps sending me mixed signals. Last week we did a call, and she told me something she hasn't told me since the first month we met, "thank you for talking, it's so fun to talk with you". Is that friendly? I feel it is but I don't want to accept that.
I know she has tons of online friends, with which she sometimes talks and play videogames with. Yesterday she told me to play, I didn't see the message after one hour, answered, but she was already playing with a male friend, whom idk anything about, not even if it's an irl or online friend, but she played until 5am.
I know everything that is happening is bc of my choices, and that just by meeting a new girl I wouldn't be heartbroken every month, but I'm afraid of looking on dating apps, since I'm inexperienced and young. And I'm not sure about looking for a relationship directly, I will get to uni and have little time. This clearly shows I don't know what I want lol, maybe only a platonic friendship... but exclusive. Also I will probably start classes in 3 months, so I will be a bit alone for some time, not a problem, hopefully.
I just wanted to get this off my chest (duh). Hopefully she doesn't see this, idk if she uses Reddit. Any advice is well received. I still have hopes that if I keep the friendship until we meet she will somehow develop feelings for me and we will end up together. But that's too much fantasizing.
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2023.06.08 14:33 spillallthet14 He cheated on her, and I couldn't be any happier.
Hi there, this a new account, cause, I want to at least try to be anonymous, but there's a lot in here, that could easily blow my cover. LOL.
I'm not really sure, why I'm choosing to write this. I think I need to just release, what I have pent up, emotionally. I apologize ahead of time, if it's too long-winded or gets scattered.
So, I had a long-time friend, Sara, that I've known for more than fifteen years. We met in high school, and were very close. Her and I don't speak anymore, and I found out through a mutual acquaintance that her husband had cheated on her, and was cheating for about 8 months, but if I'm being honest, I think he was cheating on her for way longer. It made me laugh hysterically.
So, for some backstory, I'm gay, and her family is from the Caribbean. This is an important detail.
Now, on to Sara's assumed ex-husband. He's not from the states, is a major homophobe, and he ended up knocking her up. She was on the pill, but ended up going off of it. During that time, they would still raw-dog, and she would tell him incessantly not to nut in her, and he didn't listen, and she ended up pregnant. When she found out, she told him, that she planned on keeping the baby, and that if he didn't want to be a part of its life, she was totally okay with that, and that she didn't need anything from him. He totally flipped out, and wanted her to have an abortion. She said absolutely not, and he kicked rocks for the entirety of her pregnancy. This man, whom she told repeatedly not to cum in her, does so anyway, knocks her up, and then gets mad that she wants to keep the baby. What a keeper! She heard nothing from him, until after the day she gave birth to their son. It turns out that he had another woman in his home country, that he was supposedly in love with, and was in a some type of relationship with, while he was fucking Sara here in the states.
The following year, it was decided that he "wanted" to stay in the states, so he can be near his son. They chose to get married. They had a courthouse marriage. I wasn't invited, initially. Sara ended up calling me, while I was on my way home from work, and told me that they were already at the courthouse and she felt bad that I wasn't there. She asked me to show up. I lied and told her that I was on my way to work, and couldn't make it. That was that. If she really wanted me to be there, she would've initially invited me. I wasn't going to accept a pity invite because your other friend made you feel bad for me, not being there. I will also add, that I did not meet her husband, until three years after they've been married. Three years.
That same year, they married, I met my now husband: John. I introduced him to everyone within my inner circle at the time, including Sara, and they all loved him. That year was also, Sara's son's first birthday. She invited me. I asked her if I can bring John along. I didn't think there was anything wrong with me asking, because all the other people within our circle that were invited, were bringing their significant others. When I asked her, there was a pregnant pause, and proceeded to tell me that her family is from the Caribbean, and you know how they feel about gay people, and they're gonna stare at you, give you dirty looks, and comment about you, in your face. I was stunned. I didn't know how to properly respond to that, so just I said: "I see, and that we'll talk, later". If I'm being honest, I think that it was more to placate her low-life husband's homophobia, and less about her family. Now, I can't say for sure that her family isn't homophobic, but I've known her immediate family for a very long time, and have met her extended family on many occasions, and they've always been very courteous and polite. I'm not sure if she was worried about PDA, but my husband and I don't engage in much of it. We'll hold hands occasionally, but that's if we feel safe. I don't it, and I think it can be beautiful, but I also know how to read a room, and would know not to hold hands, kiss, or be all up on my man, at a kid's birthday party, surrounded by a whole bunch of strangers. Even if I'm surrounded by family and people I know, the most we have done is hold hands, or give a little peck. Please note, that for the following three years of what remained of our friendship, she would still not invite us to her son's bday parties. Though, for some people in our circle, their new significant others, were.
I ended up telling her that I couldn't go, but that I had a gift for her son. We didn't speak for the next five months. She would try to reach out to me, but I wasn't receptive. I had a lot of other things, on my mental plate, that I had to focus on. I could've easily spoken to her about how hurt, I was, but when it comes to her for some reason, I find it difficult to do so. She always made me feel small, and I know that you shouldn't ever allow someone to make you feel that way, but I did. I'm usually very direct with most of the things that are on my mind, but Sara always had a way to trivialize anything that she deemed "stupid", and I guess, I was always stupid to her.
When we started speaking again, we just went along like nothing happened. I also learned that her initial best friend had stopped talking to her as well. So, naturally, who do you think she started gravitating more towards? Me. I also learned that her husband wasn't pulling his weight. Any weight, really. He comes from money, and I guess, he felt entitled, to not work, and do any jobs, that he felt were beneath him. So, she spent a lot of time, calling to vent her frustrations. I'm adding this, because sometime, after her and I stopped talking, the mutual acquaintance that we share, told me that she had said, that "she didn't have time to be my friend, because I was so needy." Sure, Jan.
With that said, he was still expected to give his monthly share, which included rent, day care, car payments and so on, and he would fail to meet those monthly payments, regularly. I'm not sure how he was expected to meet those payments, with no job, and from what she told me, he wasn't getting any money from his family, back home. So...
There was one time, when she called me crying, telling me that were really behind on rent, and she was stressed out, and that he had not told her until the day before it was due, that he didn't have the money. I asked my husband if we can loan them what they needed and he agreed. She didn't ask to borrow any of it, and she was hesitant on accepting it, but she agreed, and they came like lighting to pick up the money. It was around $800 dollars, and she payed it back. I bring this up, because we never had an issue lending them the money. It's not about the money. It's about the principle behind it. The two gay guys are good enough to accept money from, but not to be invited to celebrated your son's birthday party because we are two gay guys.
Everything came to a head, cause Sara had this bad habit of bringing up your embarrassing moments in front of our group of friends, especially if there was a new person tagging along. I abhor the person I was in high school. I was such a try-hard, and an asshole, and said and did some of the most cringiest things. Mind you, there are some really funny stories, but most of them are not. Luckily, I'm not that person anymore, and have grown immensely on an emotional and personal level. But, hearing about it, still makes me feel bad. She would never let an opportunity to embarrass you or bring up one of those "cringy" stories go. It got tiresome. I did speak to her at some point about it, and how I didn't appreciate them, and if she could please stop. She said ok. It didn't stop.
See, the thing about Sara, is that she likes to dish it, but can't take it. She's the first to call you out on things, but gets really upset, if you give her a taste of her own medicine, so I did just that. We had a get-together, and were supposed to bring a dish each. She brought the most disgusting pigs in a blanket, I have ever tasted. They were so dry, they gave me cottonmouth, and were a bit burnt. I decided to playfully tease her about once in a while, in our group texts. She didn't last a year. She blew up on me, and I did the same. We never spoke again. I wrote her a really long and pointed letter, calling her out on everything and detailing everything that I was feeling, and said some really nasty things to her. I'm not proud for being an asshole and for how I handled the situation. I never was, but I don't feel bad for letting her know how I felt. I did apologize a couple years, later down the road, for how I handled things, and for some of the nastier comments. I was told by our mutual acquaintance that she did read it, and had no plans on responding to me. Fair and I respect it. I sent her that apology with no expectations. When I feel like I was in the wrong about something, I have to own it, and at least apologize, and it took me a bit to do the latter.
That's why I'm writing this out, because I still care about her to an extant, which bothers me as well, but when I found out, she was cheated on, I laughed manically. It don't like that, but I still can't help feeling that she got was she deserved. This woman had the gall to tell people, that she did invite us to her kid's bday parties. That I was lying. That's how fucked up, she knows it is, that she has deny it.
She was just appeasing her nasty low-life, homophobe of an ex-husband. The asshole who was probably cheating on her from the very beginning. The asshole who knocked her up and left you alone for nine months. The asshole who only married you because you bore his child, and felt tied down and resented you for it. The asshole would tell you that he didn't even want his child, while his son was sleeping in the next room. The asshole who would consistently fail to be a decent husband, father, or human being. The asshole you would complain to me about on a regular occasion. The asshole you would let make nasty comments or throw digs at me, and would get defensive, if I fought back. The asshole who would bring his mistress on a family trip you couldn't go on, because of work, and introduce her to your son, as a friend of daddy's, that mommy couldn't know about , and would leave him outside to play, while his father and his side-piece fucked. The asshole whose number one you never were or never could be.
Sara, took me and our friendship for granted. No one is perfect, but I tried my best to be a good friend, and be there for you. I can't say the same for you. I also heard, that she feels she didn't do anything wrong, and has nothing to feel bad or apologize for. I don't necessarily need an apology, but keep doing you, boo. If those delusions of grandeur, are the only things keeping your neck above water for you and yours. Werk.
I can't help but miss Sara at times, and the fun moments, that we did have, but it's a version of Sara that never really existed. I need to work on letting her go, completely. I deserve so much better than the "friendship" she gave me. I always did.
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2023.06.08 14:33 Amilnthu This shucks
The sound of pen clicking reverberated through the room followed by a groan made by a man. Feeling fed up, he leaned back on his chair and craned his neck over to look above. His laptop screen was on playing some video, at a closer it seemed to be an educational one. The youth seemed to be a college student.
“Fuck. This sucks.”
I just read a reddit post about a dude’s high school love story. This made me uneasy. The dide from the post didn’t even put any effort to woo the girl. It was all done by herself. Still, it was a cute story.
Nothing like that ever happens to me. There are not many pretty girls I know. Scratch that. There are no girls I know. It’s the same monotonous life every day. I have an exam coming soon and I can’t even focus now.
‘Would be nice to have a girlfriend.’
He groaned again. What are you on about man. You resolved yourself to arrange marriage. We know that love is a hassle. You gotta do so much stuff to keep it going. I would rather spend that time studying. But the thing is, I couldn’t even study now. I was totally distracted. Something about that dude’s life caught on to me.
‘Why was I even born?’
I’m so pathetic. I couldn’t even do stuff I assigned myself to do. I hate myself. But its still me. So, I shouldn’t be so hard on him. Still, would be nice if I had a love arc in my life. It’s the same monotonous shit every day. I live like a fucking NPC for fucks sake.
‘Will I stay the same way for my entire life?’
Time was running out and I had a lot of stuff to do. There always is a lot to do. What’s the point of all this? To learn? To get a stable job? And then what. Would I learn much more? Would I go to a boring stagnant job? No matter my future seemed bleak. And with the amount of self-discipline and willpower I have, I could probably become a taxi driver. But I don’t even know to drive a car.
Calm down. I’m thinking too much again. Time is running. Gotta study now.
The youth groaned again and picked up his pen. Only, there was no joy on his face.
‘Would be nice to have a girlfriend.’
He sighed to himself. Combing his hair in frustration.
‘Fucking hell. I gotta study now.’
‘How do kids just play gacha all the time and still score well? I want that so bad.’
His worries and needs unanswered and unbothered. He went back to his work again.
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2023.06.08 14:32 Glacial_Shield_W Love Tap
Author's Note: I do have people in mind when I write things like this. However, in this case, it mostly morphed into playing with words and phonics. So, please don't look too deeply for any true opinions or expressions of self in this. I left this as a wall of text, because that is what it felt like in my head and how I wrote it.
Caution: Foul language throughout.
He's represented by a snow flake, so fake. So full of hot takes. He hides behind the rhymes he makes. The tides come from my throat, I can't help but make you all see what I am all about. Call it a gutteral growl, a shot to the gut or i'll just snipe them with a vowel. Rebrandish, re-arm, what you fuckers are missing, is sometimes I aim to do harm. Maim when i speak, until pity is something that you are forced to seek. Reframe your state of mind, because you couldn't even see it when i kicked your behind. I never need to recalibrate, you are just lost in your hate, and a simple point of reference is your going rate, so how could I expect you to gave respect, let alone reverence. Don't worry, I'll help you atone, through my resonance. Give hearing to the deaf, because this isn't a court hearing and to make you take this ball, I don't need a ref. You won't see me resort to taking you out in a cheap fashion. I don't want to hear a peep from you after this bashin', I want to see you beggin' just to get a ration. Eyes saggin', heels a draggin', looking for someone else upon which to hitch your wagon. Because it won't be my coat tails another time, brother, I am so sick of you not getting my rhyme. If I use two syllables, your thoughts go off the rails, and you can't see any deeper to catch what my opinion entails. Because I spill my guts, and you aren't able to read the entrails. I don't need a disciple, I need someone to head this tripe and warn the people. I'm in town, and that's a sin, because I want the crown. All forty leagues, and the glory of the iron throne. The siren is already going off, I can't change my tone. My hands are already gory, things are about to get worse, son. Get it? Worse son? Iron? No, you run, whore son. Before I paint the walls crimson, you would be best served heading for the setting sun. Better blinding red than dead, and I am coming for your head. You never deserved the golden tiara, you should have swerved before I came to end your era. An axe to grind, through wax, to tan your smooth behind. Not a grove, just like your brain, why go up against somebody you know is insane, egocentric and vain? Where he go, you don't know, so please enjoy the show. He so busy barrin', he don't notice the place is now barren and nothing will grow. Why is it this swill that he must throw the caustic causin' rust on our bust, and he keeps it up, like he must. Trust, he is always a jerk. Doesn't he ever have to work? Yes, but he also likes to make your ass twerk. So crass, he cussed just to set off the sensitive, for goodness sake. Not everything he says should be a hot take, he's got to consider the reader when he calls everyone fake. Threatens to deag rhem our and leave them by the lake. Heave ho, after the difficult row, and into the pond you go. He fawned over the obscenity of it all, the obesity from his head should be enough to bring his fall. Well, tough, I haven't even begun to stall. My sights are clear, like a gun aimed down the hall. I'd warn you that you are done, but than again, where would be the fun in an advisory call? I want blood on the ivory, mud on the guys I see. No disguise can save you from me. You are going to be impaled on a tusk, when I exaled, your career went bust. Don't bother to leer or jeer, I just want to make your fate clear; you are going out, without a cheer. It isn't very adult to pout, or to complain about the result after you decided to tote that you knew what I was all about. Cuz, you weren't right and you shouldn't have stepped into this ring for a fight. He, he, he be smarter than me. The fire starter, ready to dry out the sea. Why even try to beat me, guy? I'm just gonna make you cry. And then that shit will just evaporate too. Invisivle tears, learn to face your fears, like mace hitting you, more than just a trace, it's like being struck from grace. I go high, you go low, dow see dow. This isn't a tap, it's a fatal blow. You ain't just getting struck by my car though. And the blinding lights aren't my head lights, I've just got you dead to rights. On heaven's door. Knock knock knockin on heaven's door, like a cock cock cock tappin' your back door. I've gone deeper than you care to explore. Like some kid who took the dare, then wound up possessed on the floor. You can't detest what you can't detect, anymore. Triviality has always been my specialty, so maybe think of that, Has Been, before you start a rivalry. I may be petty, because I don't do pity, but I plan to run this city. And there will be a toll, if you want to take a stroll. But it's best to stay out of my park, after dark, cause my damn mind is about to burst, and it will leave you all running for the Ark. Anyone left behind is gonna feel like the are cursed, body bagged and hearsed. Carried off in the river to hell, by the giver of that swell, and who will find their way back? Only time will tell. The rest of you just got encased, by me only making my case, in case you all believed you stood at the top. This is your food for thought, i'm too much of a prude to be caught off guard and it's a mistake if you believe this is me going hard. I'm just a hack, tryin'to bring justice through my act. 'Cause I may have murdered the game, but you butchered it and I just sutured it. Seal it tight and stopped your flow. Stole your rights to the show. Locked the door, and told you it's time to go. Act right, wander off into the night. You squandered yourself like a moth drawn to the light. Wandered into my line of sight, called your bluff, ignored your huff and puff, and now there is nothing left to say but good night. https://www.reddit.com/OCPoetry/comments/14468gy/men_written_by_women_beneath_her_pen/jndwgg7?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button https://www.reddit.com/OCPoetry/comments/1444nzgod_if_you_are_neajndwofh?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
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2023.06.08 14:32 Zenwack Account progress
Exactly how does Warner Bros save the account ? I have the WBID and Google play. I got to battle 30 last night , I wake up and I'm at 17 again , and my challenge progress is still at stage 1 , which is was at 3. Just a little confused. Any info helps
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2023.06.08 14:32 rustenjoyer888 Weekly village hype! 18+
Hey everyone, My friends and I are going to be doing weekly wipe Village starting up again at wipe and I’m hoping to find a few more quality folk to join us !
Our average age would be late 20s and our hours range from 2-10k, we are a mature group, many of us with family and jobs so we work together to survive the wipe and game together
If anyone thinks they would be a good fit for the village play style feel free to join our discord, read the rules and find out how to join, any questions feel free to reach out https://discord.gg/wXwPwQMN
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