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2023.06.09 22:58 techguyone S23 and Wireless AA - is it working?

I'm looking to get one in a few months, my car supports wireless AA natively.
Will it work, or is it like last years S22 thing?
How long did it take for the S22 to get resolved?
In the interim, would the wireless adapter I have (AAW) work ok?
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2023.06.09 22:57 AustralianChrono Chronologica's Drag Race Season 4: Episode 10- Lovers: The Musical

Chronologica's Drag Race Season 4: Episode 10- Lovers: The Musical
Roar!
Aguacate jumps up into the air, before hitting the floor with a fiery expression, like a Lion ready to pounce into action.
You're on the frontline, everyone's watching
Granny raises her hands in the air, soaking the moment with a smile upon her face, her steely gaze fixed on the judges.
Your time to shine, don't wait in line, y vamos por todo
Aguacate takes out a soccer ball as she lip syncs, kicking it through the air as Floss Michaels catches it from the judges table.
Waka waka, eh, eh
Spinning and twirling around, Granny buzzes with energy and excitement as she dances and prances with her own flair.
Zonk' iZizwe masibuye 'cause this is Africa (Africa, Africa...)
Aguacate is having fun with it, and she’s electric. Each and every second she has the quirky flair that Aguacate does best. Expression, power and FUN!
Zama qhela
Raising her hands in the air, Aguacate cheers, taking out a Mexican Flag as the song ends, the judges cheering.
“What the fuck.” Jaslene whispers.

Aguacate, Shantay you stay.
Aguacate bows.
Granny Gorgeous…
Granny smiles.
You are a star. I cannot wait to see how you turn out… all grown up. But for now… sashay, away.
“I am so happy.” Granny tears up. “I thought my life would end after my love died. This has proven… it’s just begun.”
Everyone claps as Granny struts off. “And I sashay… AWAY!”
Granny Gorgeous: “To make it to the latter half of this season is a pleasure. I feel as if I have given everything- and I know this is just the beginning.”
Lipstick Message: “I love you all! Granny says… SLAY IT!”
~
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The racers enter the werkroom.
“Granny… gone… just.” Yasmin laughs. “Whoops. Bad joke!”
“Granny not so Gorgeous.” Aguacate smirks, wiping the mirror.
Aguacate: “I have lip synced for my life. And I am now… another one of those girls who has lip synced.” Aguacate growls. “I was supposed to be perfection!”
“How does it feel, joining the lip sync club, Aguacate?” Jaslene raises an eyebrow.
“Well, unlike you and Zazu, I don’t plan to REPEAT this.” Aguacate laughs.
“Now why am I in it?” Zazu gasps.
The three chuckle, sitting down.
“Congrats to you, Jaslene… for a win.” Aguacate shrugs. “Your second, which, great of you to catch up-”
Jaslene playfully rolls her eyes.
“How am I, do you ask?” Aguacate purses her lips. “Well…”
King Omari Star: “Aguacate…”
“Simply put- as a star, you must have a moment of loss of faith. You crumble- before the Gods themselves, and then- YOU PULL YOURSELF OUT.” Aguacate snaps her fingers. “So I’m doing it.”
King Omari Star: “She’s the star of her own telenovela, best you believe it.”
The screen slows down as Aguacate continues to monologue, as a rose petal effect cascades down the screen.
“It’s the heroes journey.” Aguacate smiles.
“I love that you think you’re the hero.” Yasmin adds.
Everyone gasps, laughing except Fiore, who just remains silent.
“Darling, it’s top 6- why are you sour?” Aguacate turns to stare at Fiore.
Suddenly, the music stops from the flowy telenovela to a gritty, rough sound.
“I…. I am displeased. I am not displeased. Actually, I’m full of rage.” Fiore growls. “I have come here to deliver HIGH-CLASS DRAG. I am an ACTRESS. I am a WINNER. And I have worked long and hard just to nearly went home on a makeover challenge? A challenge I believe I performed gorgeously in just because of… me not letting loose????” Fiore shakes her head. “A-And that judge. Lady Lucy Vuitton one.”
“Sister of the legendary Louise Vuitton.” Aguacate says giggling.
“She dare insult my drag like, what?” Fiore looks at the others. “Seriously? What does SHE know, calling it SOULLESS with that crunchy dry, quote-on-quote, blonde wig of a disaster that she wore tonight.” Fiore throws a pillow. “I will not be rudely criticized someone who clearly couldn’t blend in that line… down someone’s neck.”
“Jesus.” Jaslene tries to hold in a laugh at Fiore’s shade. .
“And it’s just frustrating- it makes me mad that I aspire for clean, precise perfection in every aspect of my drag. I don’t see many hitting, no offense to your sharpie drag Aguacate, but even with that I’m still delivering middle of the road to the panel, and like-“ Fiore starts going on a tangent but then starts to walk out. “Sorry, I can’t do this right now.”
“Yikes.” Yasmin says.
“Well…” Aguacate smiles. “Back to me.”
King Omari Star: “Everyone thinks they are the star of their own story. But I know this- I’m going with a journey, the waters are lovely… and we’re going to the tail end of the race. So the question is… which star will shine brightest?”
“So much fun.” Yasmin clasps her hands.
King Omari Star: “Well, only one of us has a star in his name.” Omari smirks.
~
The Next Day, Yasmin brings out coffees, as a sheepish Fiore sits alone.
“You ok?” Zazu smiles.
“I’m here.” Fiore shrugs, before turning to face Yasmin. “...Did you make coffee?”
“Is this a venti?” Zazu gasps.
“Wait…” Omari looks confused. “These cups have.. Raiz branded on them?”
“I monogrammed my own coffee cups.” Yasmin smiles.
“Can you make one that says Aguacate on it?” Aguacate turns.
“Woah, this is kinda…” Jaslene sips. “Oh my god.”
“I LOVE coffee.” Yasmin blushes.
You’ve got drag mail!
I love love. Do you love it?
“Love?” Fiore raises an eyebrow.
It’s Drag Time!
Hi Racers!
For today’s mini challenge, it’s time for a disco dance party!
~
Zazu Nova, you’re our winner baby!
“I won!” Zazu cheers.
Racers, it’s time for you to play parts in Lovers: The Musical!
Jaslene smirks.
For this week’s maxi challenge, you will be teamed up in the lip sync musical, where you will perform your ass off as a set of historical LOVERS!
Zazu Nova: “A musical?! Yes, I am ready for my singing moment!”
Zazu, as mini challenge winner, you get to assign pairs.
“Oooh!” Zazu smiles. “I’ll take Omari.”
Omari chuckles. “Okay…”
Zazu Nova: “Yes, we’ve struggled- but I know we can perform well together. Every DANCE moment together has been good.” Zazu winks.
“The funny girls…” Zazu smiles. “Yasmin and Aguacate.”
The two wink.
And that leaves… Jaslene and Fiore!
The two look at each other. “Well.”
Jaslene Bangus: “Seriously, Zazu?”
Good luck racers… and do not FUCK IT UP!
~
The racers sit down and look at the roles.
“Soooo…” Zazu smiles. “These are the roles.”
“JFK and Jackie O. Romeo and Juilet. Antony and Cleopatra.” Yasmin purses her lips.
Everyone looks over, before Jaslene raises her hand.
“Zazu, I have a question.” Jaslene says.
“Oh, sure!” Zazu smiles.
“Have you set me up by putting us together?” Jaslene purses her lips. “Because real talk… I haven’t received a single word from her.”
Fiore rolls her eyes. “We haven’t decided how to play it yet.”
“So… if you set me up, girl, own it. But if you didn’t, well… Girl, if you aren’t giving cunt…” Jaslene looks at Zazu. “Maybe you’re just silly.”
“I’m a water sign, I’m giving FISH.” Zazu winks, before stopping. “...I didn’t realize. I thought it was a solid pairing, sorry.”
“Mmmmhm.” Fiore says sarcastically.
“We’ll make it work.” Jaslene responds.
“JFK is my favorite, because, talk about a man with a good shot in the head!” Yasmin laughs. “So I’d like that role! To be the gorgeous first lady, her man by her side..”
Omari stares in horror.
Aguacate: “That is CLEARLY a role one is favored over the other. I do not want that.”
“Actually…” Aguacate raises her hand. “For me, I’d actually like ANTONY and CLEOPATRA.”
“Oh, sure.” Yasmin nods. “I’ll take it.”
Yasmin Raiz: “This is a team challenge, and I want to do it smooth- and efficiently.”
“I’d really think we do well with Romeo and Juilet.” Omari grins. “It’s a classic stereotype, but…”
“It’s a good one.” Zazu winks.
“And that leaves… JFK and Jackie.” Zazu smiles.
“I’ll take Jackie.” Fiore responds, grabbing the book.
“Let’s make it work.” Jaslene nods.
~
The teams start practicing their roles.
“So… we’re ANTONY and Cleopatra.” Aguacate smiles.
“Woo!” Yasmin cheers.
“I want us to be the most extravagant, most over the top artists of all time.” Aguacate smiles.
“Ooooh…” Yasmin nods.
Yasmin Raiz: “I am aware me and Aguacate are not the PERFORMERS of the cast. We’re not Jaslene or Zazu- lip sync assassins. But I am quietly confident.” Yasmin winks.
“To me, you seem like you could be a Roman General.” Aguacate grins. “I want the chaos of CLEOPATRA…”
“I feel like I can do either role, either way.” Yasmin says. “The same with the JFK and Jackie O. I can do this another way, either way- I’m versatile.”
“I heard that about you.” Aguacate smirks, before stopping. “You've mentioned it again.”
“...What?”
“Clearly, you wanted that role. You didn’t fight for it.” Aguacate purses her lips. “Why?”
“Because I believe we can do it either way.” Yasmin says. “I’ve been consistent, I’ve been showing up-”
“Where are you girl?” Aguacate asks. “I don’t see it. Consistent is good, but girl, we’re here to STEAL the show.”
Yasmin raises an eyebrow.
“Yell bitch, tell me how you want it.” Aguacate screams. “I want to be here till the end, DO YOU?!”
“I do!” Yasmin nods.
Agucate looks at Yasmin. “Show it.”

“Well, we’re here.” Fiore looks at Jaslene.
Fiore Stravaganza: “I’m paired… yet… yet again.” Fiore growls.
“I don’t want to work with you.” Jaslene says. “But we must.”
"You know what, Jaslene? I don't want to work with you either! But we have no choice, so let's just get this over with and win."
“You’re the one who's been complaining- and almost left.” Jaslene growls, before narrowing her eyes. "Let's just pretend to be the loving, passionate couple on stage, while we're at each other's throats offstage."
The music starts, and Jaslene springs into action, hitting each and every move, until Fiore arrives- and very quickly, very clearly, Fiore is struggling.
“Ugh…” Fiore exhales, walking off the stage.
“Let’s do it.” Jaslene looks at Fiore. “Come on.”
"Damn it, Jaslene! Can't you give me a break? You're making me look like a fool up there!" Fiore's voice cracks.
"I'm doing my part, Fiore. Maybe if you focused more on actually learning the steps and less on complaining, you wouldn't look like such a fool."
"Oh, I'm sorry if I'm not as perfect as you, Miss Lip Sync Assassin!” Fiore snaps.
“You’re the one who abandoned the AE Girls!” Jaslene yells back.
“What does that have to do with anything?!” Fiore's eyes narrow. "First off, I didn't abandon anyone! I've been focused on winning this competition and giving my all to every challenge. Unlike you, who seems to be more interested in stirring up drama and picking fights."
"Don't you dare try to twist this around on me, Fiore. I've been nothing but supportive to everyone here, including you. But all you care about is yourself and your precious victory."
Fiore scoffs. "Oh please, spare me the holier-than-thou act. I've seen through your facade from day one. You're just as self-centered as the rest of us, maybe even more so."
Jaslen steps forward. "You have no idea what I've been through, what I've sacrificed to be here. You think you're so superior with your acting skills and your high-class drag, but let me tell you something, Fiore: talent alone doesn't make you a good person or a good friend."
Fiore sighs. "I never said I was a good person or a good friend, Jaslene. But at least I'm honest about who I am. I've been laser-focused on this competition because it's my chance to prove myself, to show the world what I'm capable of. And if that means I've been distant or cold, then so be it."
“Let’s just do this challenge.” Jaslene exhales.
“Now that I can agree with.” Fiore sighs.

Zazu and Omari walk onto the stage.
“Let’s hold hands and talk about our feelings.” Zazu smiles.
“...Jesus Christ.” Omari whispers under his breath, before chuckling. “Okay, let’s have fun with it.”
“Yes!” Zazu grins.
“I can do the choreo.” Omari nods. “Like romeo…” Omari drops to his knees, twirling. “Spin.”
“Juilet SPINS!” Zazu drops to the floor, spinning.
“I leap.” Omari leaps, and the words start.
Zazu hits every single line, and Omari looks in surprise.
“I shouldn’t be surprised… but damn.” Omari exhales. “You’ve got it.”
“You got the choreo, I’ve got this for us.” Zazu smiles. “We good?”
“Of course, I’m great.” Omari grins.
“What star sign are you?” Zazu pouts.
“... I am Pisces.”
“Oh my GOD, I am a Pisces!” Zazu yells. Zazu grabs Omari's hands and looks into his eyes with excitement.
“Oh-”
"Omari, this is fate! We're both Pisces, which means we're connected by the stars. We're meant to be partners in this challenge, not just on stage but in our emotions too. Let's dive deep into the depths of our characters and express all the love, longing, and passion they embody!" Zazu yells. “You don’t have to lie. This challenge is…”
“Scary?” Omari says. “That the journey is non-linear, that I don’t have a second win yet, that I don’t have a solo win…”
Zazu smiles. "Omari, my dear, dear Pisces. Embrace the unknown, for that is where true growth lies. This challenge is an opportunity for you to break free from your stoic shell and reveal the depths of your emotions. You have a vulnerability within you, and I believe it's time to let it shine."
Omari looks at Zazu. “Yes, I am nervous and perhaps this journey has been harder then I expected.”
Zazu clicks her fingers.
"It’s like I’ve said, I've always been guarded with my emotions. It's how I've protected myself all these years. But maybe... maybe it's time to let go of that guard, even just for a moment."
Zazu grins. "Yes! Let the stars guide you. Use the energy of this challenge to tap into your true emotions. Allow yourself to feel, to express, and to connect."
Omari takes a deep breath and grins. "Alright, Zazu. I'll trust your guidance. Let's make this performance unforgettable."
“PISCES ELEGANZA!” Zazu cheers.
~
The racers chat as they get ready for the main stage challenge.
“So, does anyone have any idea what they’d like to do with the crowning money, if they were to win this season?” Yasmin smiles.
“$100,000…” Zazu’s eyes light up.
“I’ve already made $10,000…” Aguacate smirks. “I cannot wait to make another $115,000.”
“115?” Jaslene says, confused.
“This, next week, the week after that. Final 3.” Aguacate grins.
“Gosh, I don’t even plan for those things…” Jaslene chuckles.
“Same.” Yasmin smiles. “I’m here for the ride…”
Aguacate looks at Yasmin.
“But you know, I’m here to win and give my all too, so that’s good to know.” Yasmin chuckles, as Aguacate nods.
“For me, this money would go back to my community- with some for myself.” Omari nods. “I value the scene, and- the reality is there isn’t much. I am one of a few Kings- in a scene with a few drag artists. I want the power to be invested back in it.”
“I feel the same.” Yasmin smiles. “The scene in Guyana isn’t like those more- mainstream countries. I will support and guide others, so people know- we’re here, we’re queer, get used to it.”
“Fuck yeah.” Omari snaps his fingers in agreement.
“I will use it for myself, and my girls.” Jaslene smiles. “We’re all supportive of each other- my drag sisters and me. And I want them to feel the love.”
“I’ve got the same idea for my drag mom.” Zazu nods. “She’s saved me, and I’d love to help her.”
Fiore nods, looking over.
“I’d love to help my parents.” Aguacate looks in the mirror. “I think- I think they’d need it.”
“Think?” Omari asks.
Aguacate shrugs, clearly not interested in continuing further.
“Either way, this competition, this moment- we’re all going away, with money, pride- and the ability to change our lives, forever.” Fiore glares into the mirror.
“Exactly.” Yasmin smiles.
The 6 look at each other, ready for the night ahead.
~
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2023.06.09 22:57 AustralianChrono Chronologica's Drag Race Season 4: Episode 10- Lovers: The Musical

Chronologica's Drag Race Season 4: Episode 10- Lovers: The Musical
Roar!
Aguacate jumps up into the air, before hitting the floor with a fiery expression, like a Lion ready to pounce into action.
You're on the frontline, everyone's watching
Granny raises her hands in the air, soaking the moment with a smile upon her face, her steely gaze fixed on the judges.
Your time to shine, don't wait in line, y vamos por todo
Aguacate takes out a soccer ball as she lip syncs, kicking it through the air as Floss Michaels catches it from the judges table.
Waka waka, eh, eh
Spinning and twirling around, Granny buzzes with energy and excitement as she dances and prances with her own flair.
Zonk' iZizwe masibuye 'cause this is Africa (Africa, Africa...)
Aguacate is having fun with it, and she’s electric. Each and every second she has the quirky flair that Aguacate does best. Expression, power and FUN!
Zama qhela
Raising her hands in the air, Aguacate cheers, taking out a Mexican Flag as the song ends, the judges cheering.
“What the fuck.” Jaslene whispers.

Aguacate, Shantay you stay.
Aguacate bows.
Granny Gorgeous…
Granny smiles.
You are a star. I cannot wait to see how you turn out… all grown up. But for now… sashay, away.
“I am so happy.” Granny tears up. “I thought my life would end after my love died. This has proven… it’s just begun.”
Everyone claps as Granny struts off. “And I sashay… AWAY!”
Granny Gorgeous: “To make it to the latter half of this season is a pleasure. I feel as if I have given everything- and I know this is just the beginning.”
Lipstick Message: “I love you all! Granny says… SLAY IT!”
~
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The racers enter the werkroom.
“Granny… gone… just.” Yasmin laughs. “Whoops. Bad joke!”
“Granny not so Gorgeous.” Aguacate smirks, wiping the mirror.
Aguacate: “I have lip synced for my life. And I am now… another one of those girls who has lip synced.” Aguacate growls. “I was supposed to be perfection!”
“How does it feel, joining the lip sync club, Aguacate?” Jaslene raises an eyebrow.
“Well, unlike you and Zazu, I don’t plan to REPEAT this.” Aguacate laughs.
“Now why am I in it?” Zazu gasps.
The three chuckle, sitting down.
“Congrats to you, Jaslene… for a win.” Aguacate shrugs. “Your second, which, great of you to catch up-”
Jaslene playfully rolls her eyes.
“How am I, do you ask?” Aguacate purses her lips. “Well…”
King Omari Star: “Aguacate…”
“Simply put- as a star, you must have a moment of loss of faith. You crumble- before the Gods themselves, and then- YOU PULL YOURSELF OUT.” Aguacate snaps her fingers. “So I’m doing it.”
King Omari Star: “She’s the star of her own telenovela, best you believe it.”
The screen slows down as Aguacate continues to monologue, as a rose petal effect cascades down the screen.
“It’s the heroes journey.” Aguacate smiles.
“I love that you think you’re the hero.” Yasmin adds.
Everyone gasps, laughing except Fiore, who just remains silent.
“Darling, it’s top 6- why are you sour?” Aguacate turns to stare at Fiore.
Suddenly, the music stops from the flowy telenovela to a gritty, rough sound.
“I…. I am displeased. I am not displeased. Actually, I’m full of rage.” Fiore growls. “I have come here to deliver HIGH-CLASS DRAG. I am an ACTRESS. I am a WINNER. And I have worked long and hard just to nearly went home on a makeover challenge? A challenge I believe I performed gorgeously in just because of… me not letting loose????” Fiore shakes her head. “A-And that judge. Lady Lucy Vuitton one.”
“Sister of the legendary Louise Vuitton.” Aguacate says giggling.
“She dare insult my drag like, what?” Fiore looks at the others. “Seriously? What does SHE know, calling it SOULLESS with that crunchy dry, quote-on-quote, blonde wig of a disaster that she wore tonight.” Fiore throws a pillow. “I will not be rudely criticized someone who clearly couldn’t blend in that line… down someone’s neck.”
“Jesus.” Jaslene tries to hold in a laugh at Fiore’s shade. .
“And it’s just frustrating- it makes me mad that I aspire for clean, precise perfection in every aspect of my drag. I don’t see many hitting, no offense to your sharpie drag Aguacate, but even with that I’m still delivering middle of the road to the panel, and like-“ Fiore starts going on a tangent but then starts to walk out. “Sorry, I can’t do this right now.”
“Yikes.” Yasmin says.
“Well…” Aguacate smiles. “Back to me.”
King Omari Star: “Everyone thinks they are the star of their own story. But I know this- I’m going with a journey, the waters are lovely… and we’re going to the tail end of the race. So the question is… which star will shine brightest?”
“So much fun.” Yasmin clasps her hands.
King Omari Star: “Well, only one of us has a star in his name.” Omari smirks.
~
The Next Day, Yasmin brings out coffees, as a sheepish Fiore sits alone.
“You ok?” Zazu smiles.
“I’m here.” Fiore shrugs, before turning to face Yasmin. “...Did you make coffee?”
“Is this a venti?” Zazu gasps.
“Wait…” Omari looks confused. “These cups have.. Raiz branded on them?”
“I monogrammed my own coffee cups.” Yasmin smiles.
“Can you make one that says Aguacate on it?” Aguacate turns.
“Woah, this is kinda…” Jaslene sips. “Oh my god.”
“I LOVE coffee.” Yasmin blushes.
You’ve got drag mail!
I love love. Do you love it?
“Love?” Fiore raises an eyebrow.
It’s Drag Time!
Hi Racers!
For today’s mini challenge, it’s time for a disco dance party!
~
Zazu Nova, you’re our winner baby!
“I won!” Zazu cheers.
Racers, it’s time for you to play parts in Lovers: The Musical!
Jaslene smirks.
For this week’s maxi challenge, you will be teamed up in the lip sync musical, where you will perform your ass off as a set of historical LOVERS!
Zazu Nova: “A musical?! Yes, I am ready for my singing moment!”
Zazu, as mini challenge winner, you get to assign pairs.
“Oooh!” Zazu smiles. “I’ll take Omari.”
Omari chuckles. “Okay…”
Zazu Nova: “Yes, we’ve struggled- but I know we can perform well together. Every DANCE moment together has been good.” Zazu winks.
“The funny girls…” Zazu smiles. “Yasmin and Aguacate.”
The two wink.
And that leaves… Jaslene and Fiore!
The two look at each other. “Well.”
Jaslene Bangus: “Seriously, Zazu?”
Good luck racers… and do not FUCK IT UP!
~
The racers sit down and look at the roles.
“Soooo…” Zazu smiles. “These are the roles.”
“JFK and Jackie O. Romeo and Juilet. Antony and Cleopatra.” Yasmin purses her lips.
Everyone looks over, before Jaslene raises her hand.
“Zazu, I have a question.” Jaslene says.
“Oh, sure!” Zazu smiles.
“Have you set me up by putting us together?” Jaslene purses her lips. “Because real talk… I haven’t received a single word from her.”
Fiore rolls her eyes. “We haven’t decided how to play it yet.”
“So… if you set me up, girl, own it. But if you didn’t, well… Girl, if you aren’t giving cunt…” Jaslene looks at Zazu. “Maybe you’re just silly.”
“I’m a water sign, I’m giving FISH.” Zazu winks, before stopping. “...I didn’t realize. I thought it was a solid pairing, sorry.”
“Mmmmhm.” Fiore says sarcastically.
“We’ll make it work.” Jaslene responds.
“JFK is my favorite, because, talk about a man with a good shot in the head!” Yasmin laughs. “So I’d like that role! To be the gorgeous first lady, her man by her side..”
Omari stares in horror.
Aguacate: “That is CLEARLY a role one is favored over the other. I do not want that.”
“Actually…” Aguacate raises her hand. “For me, I’d actually like ANTONY and CLEOPATRA.”
“Oh, sure.” Yasmin nods. “I’ll take it.”
Yasmin Raiz: “This is a team challenge, and I want to do it smooth- and efficiently.”
“I’d really think we do well with Romeo and Juilet.” Omari grins. “It’s a classic stereotype, but…”
“It’s a good one.” Zazu winks.
“And that leaves… JFK and Jackie.” Zazu smiles.
“I’ll take Jackie.” Fiore responds, grabbing the book.
“Let’s make it work.” Jaslene nods.
~
The teams start practicing their roles.
“So… we’re ANTONY and Cleopatra.” Aguacate smiles.
“Woo!” Yasmin cheers.
“I want us to be the most extravagant, most over the top artists of all time.” Aguacate smiles.
“Ooooh…” Yasmin nods.
Yasmin Raiz: “I am aware me and Aguacate are not the PERFORMERS of the cast. We’re not Jaslene or Zazu- lip sync assassins. But I am quietly confident.” Yasmin winks.
“To me, you seem like you could be a Roman General.” Aguacate grins. “I want the chaos of CLEOPATRA…”
“I feel like I can do either role, either way.” Yasmin says. “The same with the JFK and Jackie O. I can do this another way, either way- I’m versatile.”
“I heard that about you.” Aguacate smirks, before stopping. “You've mentioned it again.”
“...What?”
“Clearly, you wanted that role. You didn’t fight for it.” Aguacate purses her lips. “Why?”
“Because I believe we can do it either way.” Yasmin says. “I’ve been consistent, I’ve been showing up-”
“Where are you girl?” Aguacate asks. “I don’t see it. Consistent is good, but girl, we’re here to STEAL the show.”
Yasmin raises an eyebrow.
“Yell bitch, tell me how you want it.” Aguacate screams. “I want to be here till the end, DO YOU?!”
“I do!” Yasmin nods.
Agucate looks at Yasmin. “Show it.”

“Well, we’re here.” Fiore looks at Jaslene.
Fiore Stravaganza: “I’m paired… yet… yet again.” Fiore growls.
“I don’t want to work with you.” Jaslene says. “But we must.”
"You know what, Jaslene? I don't want to work with you either! But we have no choice, so let's just get this over with and win."
“You’re the one who's been complaining- and almost left.” Jaslene growls, before narrowing her eyes. "Let's just pretend to be the loving, passionate couple on stage, while we're at each other's throats offstage."
The music starts, and Jaslene springs into action, hitting each and every move, until Fiore arrives- and very quickly, very clearly, Fiore is struggling.
“Ugh…” Fiore exhales, walking off the stage.
“Let’s do it.” Jaslene looks at Fiore. “Come on.”
"Damn it, Jaslene! Can't you give me a break? You're making me look like a fool up there!" Fiore's voice cracks.
"I'm doing my part, Fiore. Maybe if you focused more on actually learning the steps and less on complaining, you wouldn't look like such a fool."
"Oh, I'm sorry if I'm not as perfect as you, Miss Lip Sync Assassin!” Fiore snaps.
“You’re the one who abandoned the AE Girls!” Jaslene yells back.
“What does that have to do with anything?!” Fiore's eyes narrow. "First off, I didn't abandon anyone! I've been focused on winning this competition and giving my all to every challenge. Unlike you, who seems to be more interested in stirring up drama and picking fights."
"Don't you dare try to twist this around on me, Fiore. I've been nothing but supportive to everyone here, including you. But all you care about is yourself and your precious victory."
Fiore scoffs. "Oh please, spare me the holier-than-thou act. I've seen through your facade from day one. You're just as self-centered as the rest of us, maybe even more so."
Jaslen steps forward. "You have no idea what I've been through, what I've sacrificed to be here. You think you're so superior with your acting skills and your high-class drag, but let me tell you something, Fiore: talent alone doesn't make you a good person or a good friend."
Fiore sighs. "I never said I was a good person or a good friend, Jaslene. But at least I'm honest about who I am. I've been laser-focused on this competition because it's my chance to prove myself, to show the world what I'm capable of. And if that means I've been distant or cold, then so be it."
“Let’s just do this challenge.” Jaslene exhales.
“Now that I can agree with.” Fiore sighs.

Zazu and Omari walk onto the stage.
“Let’s hold hands and talk about our feelings.” Zazu smiles.
“...Jesus Christ.” Omari whispers under his breath, before chuckling. “Okay, let’s have fun with it.”
“Yes!” Zazu grins.
“I can do the choreo.” Omari nods. “Like romeo…” Omari drops to his knees, twirling. “Spin.”
“Juilet SPINS!” Zazu drops to the floor, spinning.
“I leap.” Omari leaps, and the words start.
Zazu hits every single line, and Omari looks in surprise.
“I shouldn’t be surprised… but damn.” Omari exhales. “You’ve got it.”
“You got the choreo, I’ve got this for us.” Zazu smiles. “We good?”
“Of course, I’m great.” Omari grins.
“What star sign are you?” Zazu pouts.
“... I am Pisces.”
“Oh my GOD, I am a Pisces!” Zazu yells. Zazu grabs Omari's hands and looks into his eyes with excitement.
“Oh-”
"Omari, this is fate! We're both Pisces, which means we're connected by the stars. We're meant to be partners in this challenge, not just on stage but in our emotions too. Let's dive deep into the depths of our characters and express all the love, longing, and passion they embody!" Zazu yells. “You don’t have to lie. This challenge is…”
“Scary?” Omari says. “That the journey is non-linear, that I don’t have a second win yet, that I don’t have a solo win…”
Zazu smiles. "Omari, my dear, dear Pisces. Embrace the unknown, for that is where true growth lies. This challenge is an opportunity for you to break free from your stoic shell and reveal the depths of your emotions. You have a vulnerability within you, and I believe it's time to let it shine."
Omari looks at Zazu. “Yes, I am nervous and perhaps this journey has been harder then I expected.”
Zazu clicks her fingers.
"It’s like I’ve said, I've always been guarded with my emotions. It's how I've protected myself all these years. But maybe... maybe it's time to let go of that guard, even just for a moment."
Zazu grins. "Yes! Let the stars guide you. Use the energy of this challenge to tap into your true emotions. Allow yourself to feel, to express, and to connect."
Omari takes a deep breath and grins. "Alright, Zazu. I'll trust your guidance. Let's make this performance unforgettable."
“PISCES ELEGANZA!” Zazu cheers.
~
The racers chat as they get ready for the main stage challenge.
“So, does anyone have any idea what they’d like to do with the crowning money, if they were to win this season?” Yasmin smiles.
“$100,000…” Zazu’s eyes light up.
“I’ve already made $10,000…” Aguacate smirks. “I cannot wait to make another $115,000.”
“115?” Jaslene says, confused.
“This, next week, the week after that. Final 3.” Aguacate grins.
“Gosh, I don’t even plan for those things…” Jaslene chuckles.
“Same.” Yasmin smiles. “I’m here for the ride…”
Aguacate looks at Yasmin.
“But you know, I’m here to win and give my all too, so that’s good to know.” Yasmin chuckles, as Aguacate nods.
“For me, this money would go back to my community- with some for myself.” Omari nods. “I value the scene, and- the reality is there isn’t much. I am one of a few Kings- in a scene with a few drag artists. I want the power to be invested back in it.”
“I feel the same.” Yasmin smiles. “The scene in Guyana isn’t like those more- mainstream countries. I will support and guide others, so people know- we’re here, we’re queer, get used to it.”
“Fuck yeah.” Omari snaps his fingers in agreement.
“I will use it for myself, and my girls.” Jaslene smiles. “We’re all supportive of each other- my drag sisters and me. And I want them to feel the love.”
“I’ve got the same idea for my drag mom.” Zazu nods. “She’s saved me, and I’d love to help her.”
Fiore nods, looking over.
“I’d love to help my parents.” Aguacate looks in the mirror. “I think- I think they’d need it.”
“Think?” Omari asks.
Aguacate shrugs, clearly not interested in continuing further.
“Either way, this competition, this moment- we’re all going away, with money, pride- and the ability to change our lives, forever.” Fiore glares into the mirror.
“Exactly.” Yasmin smiles.
The 6 look at each other, ready for the night ahead.
~
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2023.06.09 22:57 Mysticnar How do I cope with euthanizing my best friend?

How do I cope with euthanizing my best friend?
My 8-year-old German Shepherd Luna was diagnosed with some type of inoperable lymph node cancer 6 months ago. She's been a fighter since and up until 2 weeks ago she was doing pretty well, now because of the tumor she's deaf in 1 ear and I think partially blind in 1 eye.
Now it's maybe the 7th day of rejecting any type of food, likely nausea related and just as long being lethargic, still follows me everywhere which is the only time she seems like she's ok.
I know what you guys are thinking, Today I made the impossible phone call to have someone come to my home and euthanize her tomorrow, I feel guilty, like I failed her. She ate a small amount as I'm typing this and I'm second-guessing and want to be selfish but I know she doesn't deserve that. She's my best friend and feel like I can't be without her. How do I be there for my cat, who's very close to Luna, they have a unique relationship: skittish cat but my once-70 lbs dog can charge at her and wouldn't be scared at all. They often played tag around my room. How do I cope with my best friend not following me everywhere every second for 8 years?
I know I've given her an amazing life. off-leash trained, loved by anyone who met her. She's my rock, my support and I became more co-dependant than intended and I don't want her to go.
Everyone, please check your pets thoroughly and frequently. Her early symptoms were basically impossible to notice until its too late to do anything if anything could have even been done and I appreciate any advice anyone has.
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2023.06.09 22:56 crispian PP maxing out gpu

Does anyone else has the issue of PP maxing out gpu usage with the last couple of versions? As soon as I open it the gpu usage jumps to 97% and stays there (within 1 or 2%) no matter what I'm doing. This is on a Windows 11 machine with a Ryzen 7 cpu and an Nvidia 3060 gpu.
I use motion backgrounds and am outputting to 4 screens through a decklink duo, and most things are working OK, but it is worrying me as I have to play in an important 5 minute video on Sunday- and though it has played a couple of time fine in rehearsal, it has also frozen and glitched a couple of times too :(
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2023.06.09 22:56 Some-Contract5297 FAI/ adductor strain

Hi! I was diagnosed with a right hip labral tear and adductor strain 2 months ago. My PT had me doing many banded abduction movements, but they made the pain excruciating. I can’t squat without inner groin pain and everything I see online says to squat. Banded lateral walks and clam shells really hurt too. Anything where my legs open in a standing position is so painful. The pain has also collected itself in my kneecap.
I’m begging for exercises that can help me find some relief. I tore my hip doing lateral lunges if that means anything. I used to run and am going crazy lol Banded glute bridges are ok .
Thank you
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2023.06.09 22:55 MamaC6 Any volleyball players/coaches out here?

Ok kinda random… I’m 2 weeks po and honestly, I feel great. I already feel better than I did before surgery aside from extra fatigue. I coach high school volleyball and we have begun summer practices. I love playing and getting involved in drills. The first few days I’ve just taken it easy. Yesterday, did very easy drill management (tosses and roll shots)…. Still I feel great.
Honestly, I guess it just freaks me out that I’m feeling so good. I definitely listen to my body and other than the 2 hours of volleyball, I’m essentially resting. I just don’t want to jack myself up because I feel good? Does that make sense?
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2023.06.09 22:55 throwaway_guest221 Advice on Weekend Plans

Ok so this is a kind of dumb thing to ask advice on but I want an outside opinion. I’m a college student interning in the city I go to school in. And my hometown is the city over about a hour away. I have to go home this weekend to get a couple things from my parents house and I was planning to go out bar hopping with my high school friends while I’m home. However I starting to think I don’t want to do that because the plans are getting changed and my friends are inviting people I don’t know so I’m worried it won’t be enjoyable for me, and I have a rocky relationship with my parents so I generally try to avoid being home. The alternative is after going home I could drive back to the city I go to school in where some of the other interns I work and are friends with from school are going out and having a party. What should I do? Stay home and go out with my high school friends or go out with the other interns and college friends
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2023.06.09 22:54 kias012 Thoughts on dad and daughter situation?

My partner (definitely a narc) has a 14 year old daughter, she lives abroad with her mom. She usually spend her summers with us and maybe another school break in between. She’s a very smart girl and has been a swim competitor since she was 6.
Last night we were FT with her talking about our plans for summer. Her dad asked how she likes her swim coach, she went completely quiet and didn’t respond at all for about 10 mins. Her dad asked her if she didn’t feel like talking anymore she said no and they said goodnight to each other.
I asked him was there something going on there. He said no, that he asked because her mom said that in comparison to her prior coaches he’s really easy on the team and doesn’t push them. But their daughter prefers that and doesn’t want to get another coach.
5 mins later her mom calls and said that she’s crying hysterically and said that her dad upset her. After a while she told her dad she doesn’t feel like he supports her enough in regards to her swimming and personally in comparison to her friends’ dads. Also, stating that he doesn’t show interest in her competitions.During the conversation he completely gaslighted her by saying I talk to you everyday and you don’t tell me your competition schedules, etc.
Her mom on the other hand was completely berating her and said she hates when she cries and can’t explain herself. This went on for like 15 mins while she was crying. they were basically bullying and blaming her for not speaking to them about her issues.
I felt very uncomfortable about the situation, because I remember being that age not being able to talk to my parents. I have a good relationship with them now but it took a while to get there.
After the conversation ended, my bf asked me my opinion. I told him that he was very dismissive of her concerns and you can’t put the responsibility to communicate about swimming because she’s a child. My take was that she feels like it’s a slap in the face since he was the one who introduced her to the sport and that’s a hobby they both enjoy. I told him he should apologize and try his best to make an effort to involve himself a bit more.
He said that he understood and texted her an apology. 10 mins later he calls her again and started apologizing. She wasn’t really responsive, and then stated she didn’t want to talk anymore. The call ends and he proceeds to say she’s rude and he’s not calling her until next week.
I was completely flabbergasted by his behavior towards his only child and have never seen him behave like this towards her. I told him this and he said she’ll be ok. I feel terrible about her situation and am concerned about how this will affect her future.
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2023.06.09 22:54 Prestun Enlarged turbinates. Best path?

Got a CT scan and it turns out the reason I can’t ever breath is enlarged turbinates. Ok, makes sense. Have been dealing with this most of my life and it comes and goes. Even at my best, my nose isn’t 100% open. The question now is: what’s the best path forward?
Weighing pros and cons here: - Surgery: recommended by ENT. getting more opinions. Obviously risk it’s either pointless or I develop ENS - Afrin/Otrivin: This shit works. But rebound and cocaine nose are not ideal. - Remedies: I’ve tried anything you would probably suggest. Flonase + Antihistamines x6 a day works best but.. not really - Destroy allergies. All allergy shots. I’m personally not putting too many chips on this because it doesn’t seem histamine related. Worth a shot? - Magical cure? Anything cutting edge? I’m not on a budget and can travel anywhere in the world
My time and energy is especially important right now and I lose a lot because of bad sleep. I have harder time remembering things and making decisions.
I’ve read almost every reddit thread so I’m not expecting anything novel. More-so opinions. Anyone that went any of these routes, I’d like to know your experience.
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2023.06.09 22:54 OmnihaxClusterflux Sudden uptick in bot stalkers/followers.

Anyone else notice a sudden surge in clearly bot followers?
Been here for 2 years without ever gaining a follower(which I'm perfectly ok with), now this week have had 6 different accounts follow. They all appear to be bogus post-less accounts, asking me to join their fans.ly page or w/e. Most, I would say, appear to be AI creations. I wonder what switch was flipped for this to happen....was it because I got a 3 days suspension recently for being critical of doctors and legislatures? (Ban was for promoting hate towards "vulnerable and marginalized groups"....what part of being a doctor makes you marginalized or vulnerable?)
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2023.06.09 22:53 niktrot What plant is this?

What plant is this?
I have an over abundance of these yellow flowers out here in OKC, OK, USA. No smell and their roots are very shallow. They seem to attract bees and butterflies but I want to be sure that they’re non-invasive.
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2023.06.09 22:53 therealemilyrae Is this ok to go out in?

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2023.06.09 22:52 Sxmplx_Manifiq My guy friend (17M) takes my (17F) belongings and teases me and I don’t like it

Ive been friends with this guy for a while but we haven’t been this close before. All of a sudden he started sitting next to me. And on like the first day he started talking to me more, he just took my phone and looked through it even tho I was very very uncomfortable with it. I was shaking and also my social anxiety is bad I’m not used to opening up to people so this was too much. He looked through almost every app including my photos. Who knows what I could’ve had there, I’m lucky I actually deleted some photos prior to that incident. I smile to make it seem like it’s ok but it’s really not. Then he started touching me and play fighting me because he likes boxing and stuff but I didn’t like how he would poke my thighs and stuff and say they were jiggly. I’m so soft I don’t tell him to stop. Then I was at work with him once and je points out that my behind is big. I know that but who points that out? I start to like him because of the attention he gives me but at the end of the day I don’t feel right. He texted me saying I was beautiful yesterday so he could potentially like me. But if that were the case then I’m worried how he would be in a relationship because I constantly feel like he will steal something of mine or restrict or hurt me because he is so strong. I can’t pull out my wallet because I’m scared he will take it. He never even gave me back my bracelet because I just brushed it off. Today he took my money out of my back pocket. He eventually gives it back but I don’t like it because I physically cannot take it back. He also likes to grip onto my hand and then sometimes when I hold his hand he likes to squeeze his. I’m not one of his boys that can take that mess and fight back. It’s a hard decision for me to really think this behavior isn’t good because when a boy actually liked me before, I rejected him because he was too sexual when we were in the talking stage. That was a year ago. I feel like I’m ruining another chance to have a bf. I’m so desperate for love and a boyfriend I don’t wanna let go. I also barely have any friends at all.
What made me really think was when this other guy told my guy friend that he should stop and that I don’t deserve that (he honestly sounded a bit serious..).
TLDR: my guy friend who I think likes me goes through my phone and takes my belongings which I’m not physically capable of getting back till he decides to.
If you only read the tldr please tell me
Please don’t disregard this post because I’m still in highschool. If you’re gonna comment please be helpful
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2023.06.09 22:52 Tripzzzboi This is what I would like to see in scream 7 the final scream to the franchise let me know if it’s garbage or good ok or anything positive

Start of with a victim let’s Sidney’s dad we never see him so it’s probably his time this ghostface though is different but the same like Billy and Stu this ghost face wants to really hurt people and slaughter them really good but there’s not just one there’s 2 they share the same similarities as Billy and Stu and the shrine Billy and stu costumes are missing and so is the mask the killers want to be just like them. But they want it to be gory and gruesome ripped up stomachs dismembered body parts decapatation they really want to let there victims suffer but they want one thing not fame not to be the best but to kill Sidney. The killers go one by one slashing people throats and doing it like the original duo soon they managed to get there hands on Sidney then the core four come in and attack the ghost faces and then they kill midney and leave it is a sad day for the core four or should I say core three and then the final battle at the Statue of Liberty the killers stab Tara and everybody then Sidney comes in the ghostface and Sidney face to face then they say it’s been awhile Sidney what 1996? Then they take off there mask it is billy and Stu the original duo they survived and escaped then Billy says sam come join me and Stu it can be a father and daughter thing Sam says no and a big battle was here then Stu kills Sidney with a stab to the head then moved the knife all the way to her legs with the knife still in her and said me and Billy waited for this our entire life’s we want this to be the most goriest kill we get then Billy sliced her head off it was over nobody left everyone was killed Stu and Billy did it and survived
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2023.06.09 22:52 SaxonHuscarl SSA problems

On mobile so sorry for formating.
The other day my boyfriend (27m) got a letter from the Social Security Administration (SSA). It stated that his benefits were about to be cut off and that they'd been trying to contact him. We went to our local office (in Ohio if that matters) to see what that was about. It appears that his parents had requested to no longer be his payees. He is fine with that and is ok with not getting the benefits anymore. He hasn't received any money from his benefits in over a year now. He did the switch to have himself be the payee and hopefully whatever else he receives goes to him.
The issues were having: 1) he said he hasn't received any money in over a year. He doesn't have direct access to the account. 2) his parents say they have no money in that account and haven't for some time. While we have statements saying he had at least $150 in the account. 3) the SSA says he received payments between $600-800 a month for quite some time. (Since this time last year) 4) we (my bf and the SSA) have no idea where the money went. 5) his parents told him he can't use the money when he wants/needs to and he cannot be his own payee (there was no court order stating such)
We're planning on going to the bank and seeking out the money since his name might be on the account. We are planning on filing a misuse of funds against his parents. By my low estimate calculations he's missing a minimum of $7000 in benefits.
Is there anything else we can or should do?
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2023.06.09 22:52 Some-Contract5297 FAI/ adductor strain

Hi! I was diagnosed with a right hip labral tear and adductor strain 2 months ago. My PT had me doing many banded abduction movements, but they made the pain excruciating. I can’t squat without inner groin pain and everything I see online says to squat. Banded lateral walks and clam shells really hurt too. Anything where my legs open in a standing position is so painful. The pain has also collectors itself in my kneecap.
I’m begging for exercises that can help me find some relief. Banded glute bridges are ok .
Thank you
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2023.06.09 22:51 TheMediterraneanSeal Seeking help for my suicidal friend

i[20m] have a friend[21f] who we see each other like once or twice in a month, and usually we fuck. she is already taking therapy, and says she is getting better. but today, after we hook up we sat in a pub and drink a beer. while at the pub, i saw razor marks on her arm. when we talk about that, she said she is feeling like everyone is using her all the time, it makes her angry afterwards, but its ok. asked me if am i using her, and its ok to do so [i said no and she believed i hope]. why i cut myself, it is the only thing that makes me feel something, she said, and was telling me things like that for a longer time. i cant feel anything at all, she said before.
and when we say goodbye to each other, she said things like this was our final meeting, etc. i dont think she will kill herself, or i dont want to believe, but it still worries me. even if im not an expert, how can i help her? how can i communicate with her?
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2023.06.09 22:50 mattg1111 News3LV: 'Bait room' catches suspect accused of multiple Las Vegas Strip hotel room burglaries

Ok, got a couple of questions here. Since when do Vegas resorts not have cameras in the hallway? And would a flathead screwdriver beat an electronic lock? Or is this high roller floor specific?
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2023.06.09 22:47 rusticshipwreck Is he OK after inducing vomiting?

My dog (4lbs male pomeranian) might have eaten a 200mg ibuprofen (didnt see him so he also might not have...) so i took him to an emergency vet to induce vomiting within an hour after he might have eaten it. Should he be ok now? They want a bunch of extras (48hours hospitalization just for fluids???) but I feel like theyre fishing for money. He vomited and I didnt see a pill in it, I checked. I don't even know if he ate it at all. Advice? Opinions? Past experiences with inducing vomiting? Thanks in advance
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2023.06.09 22:46 RichardXV The reverse beer test in an interview with Yascha Mounk

Yascha Mounk said something quite interesting in an interview. In American elections, the beer test is described as: If you had to choose between Bosch and Kerry, which one would you like to have a beer with? Turns out, most people are aware that they won't get to choose to have a beer with the president, the question we should ask is actually a reverse beer test: which candidate do you think would want to come to your home and have a beer with you?
Most Democratic candidates are seen by the average Joe as snobs, elites, someone who would judge you and point out your vices. An openly flawed person like tr*mp however, would not judge you, and couldn't even if he wanted to.
Sam Harris said once in a podcast (paraphrasing): one reason people voted for the orange menace in 2016 is that he showed them it's ok to be flawed and politically incorrect. I think there is a lot of truth to that.
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2023.06.09 22:46 Weird-Fix-7267 Whirlwind Week with N-Mom

[Trigger Warning: Death] I'm pretty new to posting to reddit, this week frequently if I'm honest. I've had a lot of anxiety because my partner and I have considered having a child, and I've been terrified that I (30F) would end up being like my mother (60F) was.
She was diagnosed with a few mental health issues and was perscribed lithium to deal with her outbursts, but that was after I moved out. She liked to self medicate when I was a kid, and that's one of the reasons my grandparents wanted me, it was one of her partners that decided he didn't want kids and she finally gave me to my grandparents.
I have been managing my life pretty well but the me having a kid thing has just come up recently and as if she could smell it in the ether my mom managed to contact me for the first time in nearly four years.
She was having construction done on her house and realized that one of the construction workers was about my age and asked him if he knew me. He said he did and that he had me on Facebook. He didn't know any better and let her use his phone to contact me.
It freaked me out. I was glad to not have talked to her in a while and she's the only one that calls me "kiddo" so when I read the message, I knew it was her without her even saying it.
I might have overstepped, but I found her on Facebook and sent the following two messages. I know it was mean and not kind, but I need her to finally just quit. I don't like feeling like a cat toy and she's the cat playing with me.
  1. Dear [N-Mother],I hope this message finds you well. I am reaching out to address our current relationship dynamics and express my need for personal space, boundaries, and privacy. Please understand that my intention is not to cause further strain, but rather to foster a healthier environment for myself.Over the years, I have faced significant challenges resulting from our past experiences and your struggles with addiction and your mental health. While I acknowledge the complexity of our relationship, I have reached a point where it is necessary for me to prioritize my own well-being.At this time, I kindly request that you respect my need for distance and refrain from contacting me. I need some time and space to focus on my own personal growth, healing, and overall mental well-being. It is crucial that I create boundaries to protect myself.Moreover, I want to strongly encourage you to prioritize your own well-being as well. It may be beneficial for you to seek professional help and support, including getting back on any necessary medications, to address your personal challenges. Engaging with a mental health professional can provide valuable guidance and tools to navigate your journey towards recovery, personal responsibility, and improved emotional well-being.I feel it is important to clarify that back in 2019, I explicitly expressed my lack of desire to maintain a relationship with you. I want to emphasize that, moving forward, I will be taking necessary measures to ensure my own well-being. This includes blocking you from all means of communication, as well as anyone you might attempt to use as a messenger to contact me--if you use them, then I will block them. It is crucial for me to maintain my emotional and mental health during this time.Taking this time apart, along with the implementation of these boundaries, will allow both of us to focus on our individual paths of healing and growth.Thank you for your understanding, and I sincerely encourage you to seek the professional support that can assist you in your personal journey.Sincerely,Your Unwanted Child
  1. "I want to be clear that I do not wish to be involved in your personal challenges or provide assistance at this time. The hurtful statements you have made regarding your desire for me not to exist have deeply affected me. Incase you forgot, for most of my life you told me you should have saved your abortion for me. As a result of your actions, I have decided to permanently distance myself from our relationship. Since grandma died I have said that my mother was dead. I have clarified that the woman who birthed me is alive. However, I was a product of her extramarital affair and she regretted having me so she gave me up. It's not fully true but it's a the merciful version of who I wish you where. I left out all of the abuse when you took me back to live with all of those wicked men. I choose to forget everything about living with you because I cannot remember any good moments. Not a single one. I don't want you in my life. I don't want your pain in my life. I don't want you knowing my goals or accomplishments. I don't want you happy for or proud of me. I want am empty space where I could have been. You told me I should have been an abortion, ripped from your world ok I'm chosing that. Leave me alone and live with your choices."
I probably should have left it at the formal first message, and I am thankful I didn't send the cutting third message (not scene here it was really bad). I am glad that I have grown enough to not need to hurt her back deeply. I just want her out of my life, forever. And I mean that honestly. I feel like this group would understand that and might be able to help me deal with some of these feelings and anxiety that I'm having.
I was actually scared to tell my partner about this because I didn't want him to think I'd be a bad mother because I had a bad mother.
My overall question is: how do I deal with these internal feelings that I am going to be a bad mom?
Her contacting me always brings up a plethora of bad memories. Like her recording my grandmother on her death bed (N-Mother forced my grandmother to apologize to me for some small thing while grandmother was dying, and did die soon after). N-Mother has this video and tries to send it to me regularly. My sister has deleted it from my phone a few times because it is sick and cruel. If any thing good happens in my life N-Mother likes to send messages about how I was almost an abortion or pictures of my dead relatives to bring down my mood. Like because of the contact all of this is in the forefront of my mind. I'm supposed to be consulting with a fertility doctor and now all of my doubts about being a good mom are consuming my thoughts.
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