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Hello Sid,
I am writing to see if you have any interest in offering a loan of $4 million dollars to help me acquire a profitable business. The business is currently generating significant annual revenues of $7 million, and has been successfully operating and expanding for over 10 years.
I have worked in this industry for over a decade and have the expertise to manage and run the business effectively. With my experience and the potential to further expand the scope of services offered by the business, I am confident that this acquisition will yield even higher returns.
The loan repayment plan will begin 30 days after the purchase date with a fixed interest rate of 20%, over the course of ten years. We project that the business will generate a healthy profit margin of 30% annually, with potential for continued growth and diversification.
The funds will be used for various business expenses, including the acquisition of the business, equipment upgrades, staffing, marketing, and expansion into new markets.
I am willing to provide additional information that will inspire confidence in the success of this acquisition.
Thank you for your consideration. I am looking forward to discussing this opportunity with you and establishing a long-lasting partnership

Property	Value
Filing date/time	9 June 2023 16:46
Transaction date	1 June 2023
Issuer	EG Acquisition Corp
Ticker	$EGGF
Reporting Institution	Third Point LLC
Shares	952,000
Percent ownership	9.7%
Filing type	SC 13G

Read the full filing on CapEdge

Anyone grow up here in the 90s remember the cable acces channel I think 9 or 13 that would have the lady that always sang and played guitar. You could never understand what she said cause it was low quality video and audio. I've always wondered what happened to her if she's still alive and whatnot

My wife has a son (just turned 11) and a daughter (she's "basically 13" if your listen to her) from a previous marriage. I'll call the son Nick for this. He has some sight, but is legally blind. My wife and I married in January and moved in together at that time. Everything was good until mid April. Nick started having panic attacks whenever there was a bug in the house (he's always had an issue with bugs, something about not being able to see them makes him uncomfortable, but this was extreme). He got much more clingy with my wife, even though he's at that age where most boys start to distance themselves more from their moms. Then a couple weeks ago, he started having attacks right before bed, he shakes and can't fall asleep. He says he thinks he hears noises, despite the fact that we're in a very quiet neighborhood and their previous neighborhood had tons of traffic noise and weekly gunshot noises. He feels like someone is watching him, so we put a light in his room so he can see no one is in the room and we've been putting the dog in his room who will bark if anyone comes in, but he still feels too triggered to sleep. He basically stays awake until exhaustion makes him pass out. He otherwise can't point to anything specific, just bad feelings. We've tried doing what we can, reassuring him that he's safe, that nothing bad has happened to him in the house, using logic about the kinds of noises he might think he's hearing, calming music/stream noises, and more.
My wife had anxiety for years any time her ex communicated with her, which was a lot for about 8 years, apparently. She still gets PTSD symptoms when he messages her about something that isn't scheduled, like pickups for the kids. So she understands some of what he's going through (I don't, my life has been very blessed so I'm completely out of my depth here) and she has tried to explain everything to him and use that knowledge to reassure him.
We're trying to get him into therapy. He sees a speech therapist weekly to help with communication skills (there is so much to raising a blind child that you don't even think about, and communication issues are a big one) and part of that involves communicating emotions and describing your feelings. So my wife asked the speech therapist to go over some of that with him. After a couple sessions focusing on the anxiety, she decided he needed a dedicated therapist for that. So she put in a referral and the insurance company approved it. All that's left is for my wife's ex to sign the consent form, but he won't do it. He's a narcissist and was abusive towards my wife and he's always been against the kids going to therapy, partly because he still likes to exercise control over my wife whenever he can and partly because he's worried what the kids might say as child therapists are mandatory reporters in my state. My wife is currently talking with her lawyer to possibly file a motion with the court to force the matter, but that takes time. So, in the mean time, is there anything we can do for him?
Some things that might add useful context for his anxiety:
Because of a combination of my wife living in a small apartment and his infirmity, Nick slept in my wife's room until a couple years ago. My wife had a bunk bed for the kids that she found out after the purchase she couldn't assemble on her own, so I assembled it for her after we started dating. After that, he would sleep occasionally in his sister's room. I would usually visit on weekends when they're with their dad, so it wasn't a priority to move him permanently until we moved in together. But, despite him at first being worried about having to sleep in his own room regularly in a new house, he was doing fine until April.
My wife was rear-ended with both kids in the car in March of 2022. He was hurt fairly badly (some muscle bruising, no broken bones, but hit his head on the back of the driver seat), had to go to PT, and had low-grade anxiety about riding in the car for several months after. But he was doing well since about August/September, and he was never this bad while he was going through all that.
The first time he was unable to sleep, he had come back from his dad's house (they go there Friday morning to Monday night). I'm convinced something happened there, but that he doesn't have the context or vocabulary to understand what that might be.
He's nervous about going into middle school next year. He's been in a special class for blind children for the past 3 years and had a blind teacher and only like 7 kids in the class. His sister has been telling him about middle school and how hard the classes are and how many kids are in each class and how there's all these fights (she went to a pretty bad school, but they're both going to a much better middle school next year) and how he will have to go to a bunch of different classrooms throughout the day. So he's concerned about all that.
He's a, frankly, pretty weak kid. Physically, mentally, emotionally. He's always overreacted to teasing from his sister. Whenever you give him any amount of criticism, he shuts down. Whenever he encounters anything that is the least bit difficult due to his blindness, he just gives up (rather than cut his chicken or whatever, he'll take like two bites and then ask if he can be done with dinner). If you tell him that he can't have dessert or seconds or candy or whatever (he's overweight and eats like shit at his dad's house so my wife is trying to help him lose weight), he shuts down and looks like you just kicked his dog. He has trouble lifting things that an 11 year old should have no problem with (he takes swimming lessons and can't pull himself out of the pool).
His dad and stepmother basically ignore him. He sits in his room at their house and just watches/plays stuff on a tablet. Nick says he puts on YouTube on his projector in his room there until he falls asleep from exhaustion. The dad claims that he hasn't noticed any anxiety, but Nick and his sister say their dad hardly pays him any mind over there. They almost never go out and do any sort of activities, and half the times their dad did decide to go out, Nick gets left behind.

" Hey (my name)! I hope you've been doing okay! Do you have a favorite flower? I've been asking all my friends they're favorite flower and made it my goal to find said flower before the end of summer "
from the sounds of our messages afterwards I think she's planning on keeping the flower until school starts next year

Hi there! I’ve been gone for a bit since life just got busy and there was the fact that I had my birthday recently. I recently thought over things and I’m going to change this post compared to my previous posts.
About Me: I’m 21 Male, Southeast Asian (Chinese and Indonesian mix), 5’7 (171 cm), weigh about 130 lb (about 59 kg), vaccinated (3 shots), semi-fit and also DDF. I’m currently a students that’s on his co-op until the end of August. I’ve been told I look quite cute by 4 redditors so far.
Location And Ability to Host: I’m currently living at Mississauga. I’m unable to host as I’m currently living with family members, but I’m willing to travel if you’re hosting or pay my share for the hotel room if we’re gonna use one. Only times I’m able to host is when I’m the only the one left in the apartment, which doesn’t happen very often admittedly.
Personality: I’m definitely an introvert and quite the homebody but I do like to go out with friends and have fun (along with trying new restaurants occasionally). I’m more of a social drinker since I don’t drink alcohol much, which also explains my very low alcohol tolerance.
Hobbies and Interests: My hobbies and interest are mostly involved in anime, reading, music, manga, games, exercising. I’m definitely really into the Sci-fi, fantasy and horror genre when it comes to media, although I’m admittedly very bad in dealing with horror movies and games even though I do enjoy reading the plot. I recently started watching Stranger Things along with getting into psychological thriller films thanks to getting recommendations from someone I met through reddit.
Sexual Experience: I never had any sexual act performed on me (unless you consider cuddling or handholding lewder than that) so I believe I’m STI free. But if you want proof of said STI test, I can get that done for you.
What I’m looking for: I’m hoping to be able to explore in an ongoing fwb relationship with a fellow virgin or someone inexperienced between the ages of 18 - 30 if possible but feel free to reach out regardless if you’re just slightly out of the age range (please be at least 18). I’m generally into slender body types since I’m pretty slender myself but that is not a dealbreaker. I realized after meeting someone in person through VirginityExchange that there was a lot less pressure for both of us since we’re both virgins. While we didn’t proceed to go through with it, it sort of helped me reflect on how I felt about my preferences.
If you’re experienced and interested in this post, feel free to reach out. Just please be patient and guide me along the way because as much guides I can read and study from the internet, putting that into practical use is a whole different story.
If you’re interested, send me a DM and a SFW face picture, I’ll send mine in return. We can then exchange social media for further verification. I would like for us to go for a few dates so we can comfortably get to know one another without feeling the need to rush it (this is totally not an ulterior motive for me wanting to go on a date to Ripley’s Aquarium since I never actually been there before).
If you happen to come across this post even though a lot of time has passed (like 2 or 3 months, hell maybe even longer), and see this post and you’re interested and you aren’t sure if I’m still looking for someone, don’t be afraid reach out. One of my best conversations with someone on reddit is with someone who reached out to me about 2 months after my first post here.

Guys! This is not a brag post but I just realised that I've completely stopped judging people and I'm so fricking proud of it. Actually no, stopping would be right if I used to do it in the first place. In fact, with time I've just evolved myself to this point where I believe in live and let live beyond it's 100 percent capacity. Nothing bothers or surprises me anymore like who people date, their orientation, how they dress up, what they like to eat, their kinks and fantasies (ofc anything nonconsensual and/or which harms anyone is off the table) or just anything. What I'm trying to say is it's not that hard. I see all these hateful and judgmental comments across social media for the tiniest of things and it just pains my heart. I understand it when it comes from older people not that it's right or anything but because they were brought up differently. But the number of such youngsters is still very big and I wonder even with so much awareness, where are we still lacking?
I know this is like the basic-est of all. This is bare minimum. This is just being human. But ig I'm just putting it across coz I've been judged multiple time for being so accepting. And idk where it will stop. I'm just trying to be a nice human to everyone else around me. Just trying to be a better version of myself with each passing day. If only we can be humans, this would be a much better place to live.

I'll be a Freshman at Iowa this Fall and the dorm housing selection is currently underway. I'm very confused at the moment with how the process of receiving a random roommate works. I already selected a double and have not been assigned a roommate yet... I feel kinda bad for those who want a double and already have a roommate, as I just reserved that room.
Does anybody know how this process works for people who want a random roommate? Was I supposed to be assigned someone to room with before the room selection began? Or do the people that reserved doubles without roommates get merged together by a certain date, opening up more rooms?

In every single article, bio, and all about Sarah J Maas, she's always been labeled as a Fantasy author.
However, it seems like since things such as the Goodreads Choice Awards with her winning the Fantasy category and ACOTAR being her biggest series, I've seen some comments and the like from people are saying that SJM belongs more in the Romance category rather than the Fantasy one.
Personally, I feel like it's because of ACOTAR. Crescent City, at the very least, seems to be Fantasy and then Romance second (at least, from what I've seen in regards to spoilers and stuff, it seems like it). The same thing with the Throne Of Glass series.
Now, with the ACOTAR series, being SJM's most well-known, it's a back and forth topic on whether the series is Fantasy or Romance. Since A Court Of Silver Flames, hell, probably even going further back with ACOMAF, it seems to be the case where people are now saying that the series is leaning more towards Romance rather than Fantasy.
Maas does have an overlap between those who have read ACOTAR and then other books, that are Romantic Fantasy (Romantasy) or Fantasy Romance series such as Plated Prisoner, From Blood And Ash, The Bridge Kingdom, A Touch Of Darkness, and more.
All that being said, it just makes me wonder: Do you personally consider SJM to be a Fantasy author or a Romance one?

Was this pulled from the lineup? Original tour dates has this on Oct. 14. Ticketmaster doesn’t have the show listed.

Hello everyone! Glad to finally say I'm an owner of a Pembroke Welsh Corgi. He is almost 5 months old and his name is Gimli.
I was nervous about getting a dog because it never felt like the right time, and I eventually accepted that's just the reality of things. It'll never be a "perfect" time, you just work with what you can and I got a Corgi at a great price from a reputable breeder who's had 20 years experience with them.
So far, I am absolutely smitten by him. I love him so much and I want to do the best I can for my boy. So I wanted to seek out some advice on two key things that I have been trying to figure out.

1. His tail is docked, so unfortunately the normal "his tail wagging can indicate x, y, or z" doesn't really work for him. So with that said, what are some ways he may wiggle his nub or butt to indicate how he is feeling? Generally what shows anxiety, angry, happy, exited, those kind of emotions. What should I be looking for?
   
2. He's in the teething stage, so of course he will bite and nibble on a lot of things. Unfortunately one of those is my wife. But here's the thing, I noticed he's bitten her WAY more than he bites me. She's been home with him more, trains him more, and walks him more frequently simply because she was at home for a short time before her summer semester of teaching starts. I work a 7 to 4 job so I seem him less. He does bite me, but it doesn't last, and I usually let him bite, let him know it hurts by saying ow or making a lot of noise, and he ultimately stops and will just lick me. She's been saying ow basically every time, but he still bites her more. Is there something she could do? Is what I'm doing encouraging the behavior?
   

Sorry for the density of the questions, just wanna be sure I do not leave any details out. Any advice yall can give will be appreciated.

During the good-times we've been very frank with each other and we both know what's going on as best we can without a medical degree. I understand it's a medical condition and I understand that her outbursts and social problems with her friends and family and crying and throwing stuff (even at me) is not her but a symptom. I understand. I really do.
but
How much do I have to endure? At what point does she have to take responsibility for her actions and words? How much do i have to tread on eggshells and avoid any confrontation or holding her to account for anything she says or does? Like seriously. How much can a person endure before they just realize it's affecting their own mental health so much that they are literally, although only a little, urinating in their pants out of nervousness like they are a 7 year old boy. I'm afraid of her when she's like this. I'm afraid of what she's going to do or say. Our kids are older now and they understand it's medical but it's severely affecting them too. I'm not an outwardly emotional person. I can usually keep it together but sometimes I just can't.
There has to be some measure of how much other people have to endure here.

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We haven't had many posts about the rower and so since I just got one I wanted to share why, when we can now use any rower we want, I decided it was the right time to make the big purchase.
Background
I have rowed before and enjoyed it. Prior to Peloton rowing at home was my main source of cardio (I did not work out regularly back then so take that into account). So when, after years of teasing, Peloton finally came out with theirs I was thrilled. However also skeptical. Because I had never done a rowing class, I had only ever just hopped on one and rowed in a steady state for a while. So I had a hard time imagining how a class would be structured and why I would even need one.
And so, while I thought I probably wanted one, I wanted to hear what people thought of it first. See some reviews. And most importantly, try some classes. Which a few weeks ago we were all finally allowed to do.
My First Classes
Of course day 1 with access to rowing content, I tried a class out. A forms drill class with Ash. (she's great btw). I very quickly learned that I could not just use my existing rower (the Sunny one at the top of everyone's best budget rower list) and take the Peloton classes. I mean I could, but I would't get a lot out of them. Why? Numbers. I can't just do classes by feel. I need to know I am doing the right things. In the case of Peloton Rowing it means having the right stroke rate and rowing at the right pace and each point in the workout. Sure I could get some exercise without knowing these things. But if Peloton has taught me anything, its that I am driven by knowing that I am improving and progressing, and that in order to do that I need some numbers because not all improvements show up in the mirror or on the scale.
So I knew I needed to upgrade. And tbh I suspected I was probably going to want to upgrade I just wasn't willing to consider it until I tried the classes.
The Decision
So I should just go buy a C2 right? That's what pretty much everyone is going to tell you. It does, among other things, tell you the exact numbers you need that my Sunny rower was lacking. And if you have used a C2 and like it you should absolutely do so.
The problem is, I don't like the C2. Yea, I said it. Cue the hate and scorn. But I don't find rowing on it to be a great experience. I'm not saying its a bad machine or that people should avoid it. But the feel of rowing on it is very similar to my Sunny rower but much louder. So despite all of it's great aspects, its not the right machine for me. However I also didn't want to spend $3000 on a rower. So I had to figure out what I should buy.
Research
What you should do before any major purchase. I set out with the goal of finding which mid-range rower was right for me. There are several in the $750-1800 range after all. Since rowing isn't popular in the way running and cycling are it can be a little harder to try them though. But if you look around you can find some on display to try out. And I did. Some were nice, some were janky. I think I know what alternative I would have gone with and on a good sale it would be about half the price.
But I had to at least go to a Peloton showroom and look at one, try it out, see for myself. Any review you read after all will basically tell you its the nicest rower out there and the only real knock anyone ever has is the price. Still I left my house fully intending not to buy one.
Here's the problem. Its just. So. Nice. And I don't mean to look at, I mean the feel of rowing on it to me is just head and shoulders above anything else I tried (granted I had no opportunity to try a Hydrow). its incredibly smooth and quiet, a baby could probably sleep in the same room as it (and yes I am aware I am starting to sound like a commercial, I'm trying to be objective and factual here).
And ... it was on sale (Memorial day weekend). This was a major kicker because after trying it I really wanted it badly despite being $1000 or more above the alternative. But its not like it doesn't have extra perks on top of other rowers. Form assist and the integrated Peloton experience are worth more than $0 to me as well. Just like people buy Peloton bikes and treads all the time even though there are alternative DIY versions of those that are well built. And for whatever reason they don't get the same reaction the row gets.
The actual review
So I bought it, it arrived, and so far I love it. I've tried every one of the instructors (with my Sunny while waiting) and I either like or love each one of them so that's a perk, would have been a very different story had I not liked who was teaching the classes.
A week and a half to have it delivered, could have been even shorter but I wasn't able to commit to being available for the whole day earlier in the week. Delivery itself was ... sufficient. People seem to have a wide variety of experiences with XPO. They came, assembled it quickly, told me it would need to update for 10 minutes, and left. No showing me how anything works or staying to confirm there were no problems. So not great, but not a poor experience either. I feel like thats a win when dealing with XPO.
Since I just got it, I am currently fascinated by the form assist. I "know how to row" but that is based on watching videos of proper form and assuming I am doing it correctly. So all class long I am mostly staring at my avatar to see if anything lights up red and if so I correct it. With as much as it lights up I was expecting a middling or poor form score but came away from my first row at a 94% which I think is supposed to be very good. After all I got a badge for a 90%+ form rating. And my problem isnt what I was expecting it to be. I thought I would get dinged on the recovery because I feel like I collapse everything back down at once. But instead my issues were on the Drive where apparently I start leaning back too soon. (I also may recalibrate as it seems to want me in some rather extreme bends)
In general, I think I am actually going to love the row bootcamps more than the straight rowing classes. Maybe my mind will change as I do it more, but I'm not sure how I feel about a 45 minute long row session. 10ish minutes has always felt right to me in the past, and thats the range the bootcamps go before getting on the floor. But I could always just do short rows stacked with strength classes as well. Especially if I dont like the bootcamp class plans. I tend to want to focus on specific areas and that can be hard with that kind of class.
I'm starting off with just level 2 while I make sure I have good form. Not trying to wreck PRs just yet. Its actually hard to go easy enough for the easy pace, but max really does seem to be my max pace right now. So I think its the right move. I do really enjoy the different pace levels and intervals they do over the monotonous steady pace rowing I used to do. Though I would probably hate a Tabata style 20 on 10 off interval change. It takes me too long to adjust to a new pace for that ... at least right now.
Being an OG bike owner I didn't have a swivel screen for my workout room before and so I'm trying this out as well for any non-bike class instead of casting to a TV. Right off I can say its better than casting to a swiveled bike would be because of the level the screen is on. A bike would be too high for any time you're down on the floor. I haven't decided yet whether I'll continue or go back to casting. It is different. because its at a different angle from my workout mat than the TV. So I don't know if I just need to get used to it or if its not as good.
I was pleasantly surprised when my HRM connected as soon as I turned it on. I assumed I would have to pair it the first time like I did with the bike. I guess all devices remember it once you pair it to one?
I can't speak to the wall anchor because I have not and do not intend to use it. I am lucky to have enough space to just leave it down the entire time.
Dislikes?
Two very minor things, one of which isnt even specific to the Peloton Row. The powesleep button, its flush with the back of the monitor. Seems like great design right? Totally hidden and unnoticeable. Yay! ... except when you want to use it you're putting your hand on the back from the other side where you can't see it and its harder to feel for the little ridge around the button, whereas the bike (at least OG) has a raised button that is easy to feel for.
Second, and like I said this is more my experience with all rowers not just this one. I feel like I'm not really doing the work with the drive. I don't even feel the resistance on the handles until I am pulling during the finish. But at that point it is a good amount of resistance so I don't know that I want to turn up the dampener. I'd prefer if I had more resistance during the drive and less during the finish. Would feel more natural and well balanced.

I'm pretty new to posting to reddit, this week frequently if I'm honest. I've had a lot of anxiety because my partner and I have considered having a child, and I've been terrified that I (30F) would end up being like my mother (60F) was.
She was diagnosed with a few mental health issues and was perscribed lithium to deal with her outbursts, but that was after I moved out. She liked to self medicate when I was a kid, and that's one of the reasons my grandparents wanted me, it was one of her partners that decided he didn't want kids and she finally gave me to my grandparents.
I have been managing my life pretty well but the me having a kid thing has just come up recently and as if she could smell it in the ether my mom managed to contact me for the first time in nearly four years.
She was having construction done on her house and realized that one of the construction workers was about my age and asked him if he knew me. He said he did and that he had me on Facebook. He didn't know any better and let her use his phone to contact me.
It freaked me out. I was glad to not have talked to her in a while and she's the only one that calls me "kiddo" so when I read the message, I knew it was her without her even saying it.
I might have overstepped, but I found her on Facebook and sent the following two messages. I know it was mean and not kind, but I need her to finally just quit. I don't like feeling like a cat toy and she's the cat playing with me.

1. Dear [N-Mother], I hope this message finds you well. I am reaching out to address our current relationship dynamics and express my need for personal space, boundaries, and privacy. Please understand that my intention is not to cause further strain, but rather to foster a healthier environment for myself. Over the years, I have faced significant challenges resulting from our past experiences and your struggles with addiction and your mental health. While I acknowledge the complexity of our relationship, I have reached a point where it is necessary for me to prioritize my own well-being. At this time, I kindly request that you respect my need for distance and refrain from contacting me. I need some time and space to focus on my own personal growth, healing, and overall mental well-being. It is crucial that I create boundaries to protect myself. Moreover, I want to strongly encourage you to prioritize your own well-being as well. It may be beneficial for you to seek professional help and support, including getting back on any necessary medications, to address your personal challenges. Engaging with a mental health professional can provide valuable guidance and tools to navigate your journey towards recovery, personal responsibility, and improved emotional well-being. I feel it is important to clarify that back in 2019, I explicitly expressed my lack of desire to maintain a relationship with you. I want to emphasize that, moving forward, I will be taking necessary measures to ensure my own well-being. This includes blocking you from all means of communication, as well as anyone you might attempt to use as a messenger to contact me--if you use them, then I will block them. It is crucial for me to maintain my emotional and mental health during this time. Taking this time apart, along with the implementation of these boundaries, will allow both of us to focus on our individual paths of healing and growth. Thank you for your understanding, and I sincerely encourage you to seek the professional support that can assist you in your personal journey. Sincerely, Your Unwanted Child
   
2. "I want to be clear that I do not wish to be involved in your personal challenges or provide assistance at this time. The hurtful statements you have made regarding your desire for me not to exist have deeply affected me. Incase you forgot, for most of my life you told me you should have saved your abortion for me. As a result of your actions, I have decided to permanently distance myself from our relationship. Since grandma died I have said that my mother was dead. I have clarified that the woman who birthed me is alive. However, I was a product of her extramarital affair and she regretted having me so she gave me up. It's not fully true but it's a the merciful version of who I wish you where. I left out all of the abuse when you took me back to live with all of those wicked men. I choose to forget everything about living with you because I cannot remember any good moments. Not a single one. I don't want you in my life. I don't want your pain in my life. I don't want you knowing my goals or accomplishments. I don't want you happy for or proud of me. I want am empty space where I could have been. You told me I should have been an abortion, ripped from your world ok I'm chosing that. Leave me alone and live with your choices."
   

I probably should have left it at the formal first message, and I am thankful I didn't send the cutting third message (not scene here it was really bad). I am glad that I have grown enough to not need to hurt her back deeply. I just want her out of my life, forever. And I mean that honestly. I feel like this group would understand that and might be able to help me deal with some of these feelings and anxiety that I'm having.
I was actually scared to tell my partner about this because I didn't want him to think I'd be a bad mother because I had a bad mother.
My overall question is: how do I deal with these internal feelings that I am going to be a bad mom?

Can my HYDRA get the enchantment bonus from FROST NOVA? As in can my Hydras cast frost nova? I have tried and tried but I cant see them doing it... Would it cast on where they are or on the fireballs they spit? So either no or I am just super unlucky...